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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2010-09-17 04:57 pm

[ SECRET POST #1353 ]


⌈ Secret Post #1353 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[identity profile] fscom.livejournal.com 2010-09-17 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
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(Anonymous) 2010-09-17 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I haven't written such a scene, but I go into them in some depth in fantasy. So do a lot of people, apparently, which I'm glad to know because it makes me feel less weird and perverted and fucked up and sick.

[identity profile] dragonimp.livejournal.com 2010-09-17 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Rape fantasies are pretty common.

[identity profile] aeonamber.livejournal.com 2010-09-17 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Yep.

(Anonymous) 2010-09-17 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
A female on male rape fic?

Written by a female?

I'd like to read that please.

(Anonymous) 2010-09-17 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Both set in Buffy/Angel, both female-on-male rape fic written by a female.

http://dubiousuniverse.livejournal.com/1045.html

http://dubiousuniverse.livejournal.com/1863.html

(Anonymous) 2010-09-17 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I've written some stories like that, but that was before I started writing fic.

I'm really surprised that "rape fantasy" so frequently seems to be limited to straight women fantasizing about being raped by men. I'd think one would see more variety.

[identity profile] kookaburra1701.livejournal.com 2010-09-18 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
Hell, it wasn't until I was a senior in high school that I found out that's what it meant. I always picture myself in the role of the aggressor, and have done since I was a wee lass.

(Anonymous) 2010-09-18 12:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm a chick who has rape fantasies in which I'm the aggressor. Every time I read an article about rape fantasies it starts from the implicit assumption that women with rape fantasies can only ever fantasise about being raped, while men fantasise only about raping.

[identity profile] jade-lightning.livejournal.com 2010-09-18 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think it's really limited, that's just the perception people have. I know I'm rapist and victim and switch between being male and female but maybe I'm just weird.

[identity profile] snowdevil-crow.livejournal.com 2010-09-17 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
My first smutfic ever was also rape... it was kind of borderline loli, actually, now that I think of it. I wouldn't feel too terrible if I were you. And woman/man rapefic is not OMGHORRIBLE in comparisons to other kinds of rapefic, or anything of the sort - they're all different kinds of rape fantasy, and they're not something to be ashamed of.

(Anonymous) 2010-09-17 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Why be disturbed? I doubt you suspect yourself capable of running out and doing something violent to a guy; the very fact you find it reprehensible shows that there's nothing wrong with your moral compass.

I've been into that kind of thing since puberty, and the first few fics I ever wrote featured female-on-male and female+male-on-male rape.
AND I FEEL GREAT ABOUT IT.

[identity profile] kookaburra1701.livejournal.com 2010-09-18 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
Wot I said in reply to another anon ^. If you're deranged then I am too.

It's not weird - just uncommonly talked about because most rape-fantasies are borne of societal pressures for women to be "innocent", while portraying sex as this big wonderful thing that of course everyone should be having.

[identity profile] beandelphiki.livejournal.com 2010-09-18 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not bothered by what you've written, OP. For the record. But I totally understand why you are, and I sympathize greatly. I've felt similarly about a lot of my fantasies.


Also, I don't know if this helps, but the only rape fantasy I've ever had (as a dude) was of getting raped at knife-point by a woman. I don't ever want to role-play that random one-off...but if it was a regular fantasy of mine, and I DID want to RP it, wouldn't it suck if I couldn't find any women who thought that was hot?

Not necessarily saying that you want to play this one out; just saying that rape fantasies are varied, and yours isn't somehow more "sick" from being from one viewpoint than another.

You clearly understand and respect the line between fantasy and reality. Let the guilt go.

(Anonymous) 2010-09-18 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not the OP, but I'd like to thank you for this comment. I now have +3 to my "secure about my sexual fantasies" armor.

[identity profile] beandelphiki.livejournal.com 2010-09-18 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, you're welcome! I know how much grinding it takes to level that up.

[identity profile] jade-lightning.livejournal.com 2010-09-18 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Fuck yeah, this is a great comment.