This has happened to me a three times. I ignored them. I know it's shitty of me to not respond, but the best way I can think to describe it is like stage fright. I get petrified of disappointing them and I don't know how to recreate the friendship/interaction we once hand. Logically I know that not saying anything is the biggest way to disappoint them and hurt them but I can't help it. :\ Also, it's like, you abandoned me once before, if I let you in, are you going to do it again?

I guess I'm not the most emotionally healthy person out there.