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fandomsecrets2011-03-20 04:03 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2011-03-20 04:03 pm
[ SECRET POST #1538 ]
⌈ Secret Post #1538 ⌋
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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 11 pages, 265 secrets from Secret Submission Post #220.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 2 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 2 3 4 5 - too big ], [ 1 2 3 4 - repeat ], [ 1 - ships it ], [ 1 - unreadable ], [ 1 2 3 - posted twice ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
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(Anonymous) 2011-03-21 12:01 am (UTC)(link)* OP was badly hurt by a mistake made by another person (call him "B" to OP's "A".)
* B tried hard to apologize for his mistake.
* A would not forgive B because A had been so badly affected, even though A knew it was the result of carelessness, not an intent to hurt.
* B could not deal with the continuing guilt he felt from his mistake and having all his attempts to apologize rejected.
* B attempted suicide.
I thought it was obvious that OP was mad at people who could not be generous with forgiveness. I also thought it was obvious that OP was the person at whom OP was most mad at for this. Did you miss this in the secret, or did you read it as something completely different?
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(Anonymous) 2011-03-22 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)This guy killed himself because we couldn't get over something he didn't even mean to do. Yes, he messed up, and yes, he almost killed me, but I could have at least listen to him. He went to see all of us at the hospital, he tried to apologize but what did i do? I screamed at him and told him to never speak to me again. I didn't realize that he was hurting as much as I was. I could have been there for him when he was hurting, but instead I ignored our 10 years of friendship and never gave him a chance. I couldn't even go to his funeral, we were asked to leave.
I know Malik forgave Altair, but his initial reaction is what I can't stand, because I see myself there, and I know one of the results to that behavior. I think its easier to hate a fictional character than myself, because although Im not to fond of me right now, I know for a fact that he wouldn't want me like this