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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2011-06-10 07:51 pm

[ SECRET POST #1620 ]

⌈ Secret Post #1620 ⌋


Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.


01.
[Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae wo Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai]



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02.
[Hetalia]


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03.
[Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha]


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04.
[Michael Silas/Asiel Hardison, Lady Gaga's dancers]


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05.
[Tiger & Bunny]


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06.
[Evangelion]


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07.
[Zero Punctuation]


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08.
[The Catherine Tate Show]


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09.
[Grimgrimoire]


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10.
[wonderful days, guyver, cowboy bebop, texhnolyze, togainu no chi, black lagoon, samurai champloo, aishiteruze baby, tenjo tenge]


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11.
[X-Men: First Class]


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12.
[Tales of the Abyss]


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13.
[Human Target]


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14.
[A Song of Ice and Fire]


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15.
[Masterchef Australia]


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16.
[Sucker Punch]


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17.
[Mystique]


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18.
[Workaholics]


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19.
[Mark Reads]


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20.
[Jamie Campbell Bower ]


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21.
[Hey Arnold!]












[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]












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22. [SPOILERS for Homestuck]



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23. [SPOILERS for Gintama]



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24. [SPOILERS for Kamen Rider Kabuto]



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25. [SPOILERS for Loveless]



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26. [SPOILERS for Doctor Who]



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27. [SPOILERS for Mockingjay]



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28. [SPOILERS for Kung Fu Panda 2]

















[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]


















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29. [TRIGGER WARNING for non-con]



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30. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]

[Game of Thrones]


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31. [TRIGGER WARNING for eating disorders]



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32. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]



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33. [TRIGGER WARNING for transphobia?]



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34. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]

[SPN]


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35. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape, pedophilia]



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36. [TRIGGER WARNING for eating disorders]



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37. [TRIGGER WARNING for self-injury, suicide]

[Manic Street Preachers]






Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #231.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 2 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 - too big ], [ 0 - repeats ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments and concerns should go here.

[identity profile] leafing.livejournal.com 2011-06-11 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
That's just the type of behavior I've been conditioned to expect. I the community kept its members on a leash, maybe I wouldn't have such thoughts. It is a disgusting thing. And it's something that's actually happened, on multiple occasions.

Yeah, there you have it, I'm too proud to apologize just like I care about plants more than I care about people, which is what started this whole mess in the first place. Care to know a secret? This is a secrets community, after all. I originally got into plants as a result of a suicidal moment following a sexual assault. During and since that time, plants did a shit-ton more for me than people ever did. I planted a tree and decided that I couldn't kill myself until after it flowered. And I had, and continue to have, to keep on doing such things because people will never be able to help me the way plants do.

That tree flowered last week. It's only a couple of years old, but it's more accepting of my mental issues than anyone else. It's gorgeous.

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Honestly, I'm not worth getting upset over. I'll just be over here watering my plants with my white woman's tears.

I'll keep going to therapy.

(Anonymous) 2011-06-11 07:57 am (UTC)(link)
well, if we're going to talk about being conditioned to expect certain behaviour, guess what i've been conditioned to expect from you?

please never post that plant picture in the gardening community because every time i see your fucking username i want to throw up. it is fucking horrible even talking to you now and i don't know why i bothered when it's clear you do not actually give a fuck. i have tried to keep a level head but honestly even your fucking username makes me feel sick and seeing you in unrelated communities makes me terrified and i can't fucking stop it. when i saw what you'd posted in sf_d i was fucking out of my mind for DAYS. i hurt myself for the first time in quite a while just to get the images out of my head. and i did nothing to you.

see, i can do the manipulative guilt-trip too. but at least my guilt-trip doesn't include photos.

[identity profile] leafing.livejournal.com 2011-06-11 08:02 am (UTC)(link)
I already posted that picture in the gardening community a day or two ago.

[identity profile] rayiroth.livejournal.com 2011-06-11 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
Eh, I used to talk to you back in 06ish, then I got stalked off LJ and was too scared to publicly admit that I'm here and such. I just worked out who you are.

May I just say I've always looked up to you, and I still do. Just let you know that.

(Anonymous) 2011-06-11 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
then you're just as much of a shitty human being as she is

or should i post photos of my own cuts to get sympathy now? i don't know what the accepted protocol is in these situations.

(Anonymous) 2011-06-11 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
you admire her for being a manipulative hateful little shit who admits that she doesn't care how many people she hurts

um okay

[identity profile] leafing.livejournal.com 2011-06-11 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
That's touching, but probably not something that you should admit in public.

(Anonymous) 2011-06-11 08:21 am (UTC)(link)
quit trying to make yourself into a martyr

[identity profile] leafing.livejournal.com 2011-06-11 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
Just stating a fact.

[identity profile] rayiroth.livejournal.com 2011-06-11 08:34 am (UTC)(link)
Look how terribly scared of anon I am. <3

(Anonymous) 2011-06-11 08:11 am (UTC)(link)
oh thanks for the heads up, i now know not to bother checking my communities filter until your post has been buried. i don't want a repeat of what happened when i stumbled across a post you made in crazymeds, after all!

seriously, you should print off the conversation you and i have just had and take it to your fucking therapist.

[identity profile] leafing.livejournal.com 2011-06-11 08:21 am (UTC)(link)
I considered printing off the whole debacle since it's been the cause of great distress for quite a while. Maybe I'll do that.

(Anonymous) 2011-06-11 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
fwiw i honestly do wish you well with your therapy

[identity profile] leafing.livejournal.com 2011-06-11 08:32 am (UTC)(link)
I appreciate that.

(Anonymous) 2011-06-11 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
i hope it works out well for you

[identity profile] leafing.livejournal.com 2011-06-11 08:34 am (UTC)(link)
The sentiment is appreciated.