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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2011-08-13 03:59 pm

[ SECRET POST #1684 ]

⌈ Secret Post #1684 ⌋


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(Anonymous) 2011-08-13 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Probably not a helpful comfort, OP, but I can honestly say I was like Meg in high school, too. Bullied. Trampled over. I was definitely not the most attractive person, by any means, but at least I had heart. I was friends with anyone who wanted to be mine and I accepted anyone as long as they were a good person, too. Unfortunately I didn't have too many then but the ones I did, I would have done anything for. Some of those people are still my friends today. Loyalty has never left me.

I grew out of my awkward phase and I hope this doesn't sound douchey (GOD, this might sound douchey so...ugh), but I gained confidence in college. I dropped weight, I gained a more athletic body and somewhere between all of this, I received attention from people. Today, I like what I see in the mirror and I'll leave it at that.

I'm in my mid-twenties and it's unfortunate people still base people on what they look like. For example: people automatically think I'm a bitch for some reason without talking to me. I remember when I was dating my fiance, his family thought I was going to be another bitch straight out of high school, some gossipy girl that had nothing better to do but just start fights. All based on appearances. They couldn't believe how nice I was, that I would go out of my way for them, that I was actually polite and just like them, would awkwardly talk and joke about anything. I wasn't cool. I had a weird laugh. I was just...me.

And here's another DOUCHEY moment but... it's funny, I mean, yeah, I'm more comfortable with who I am, appearance-wise, but personality, I feel like a lot of me is still there. The good stuff. I'm sure I grew up more and not all of it for the better, but I still have that heart, I think. I still want to give people a chance. Like, well, I love my fiance to death and a lot of people don't understand how someone like me (I'll spare you the appearance describing because it's unnecessary and I already feel like a dick talking about it) would be dating someone like my fiance who, at the time, was almost 300 lbs. when we first started out. But, oh my God, Jesus Christ, does that man make my world SPIN. I love him so much. I think everything he does is fucking magic. He's so handsome, so special, so funny, wildly intelligent. The best person I've ever known. He's a much person than I am and I can't see my life without them.

Anyone that judges someone based on appearance of ANY KIND doesn't know what they're missing or doesn't know what they're getting themselves into. An appearance doesn't always spell out a personality. It's actually really foolish. And OP, I am sure with time, good things will happen to you. Just remain confident. Keep your chin up. And I am sure you are a good person. Sounds weird, but I can feel it. Hang in there. I am almost sure it will get better for you, darling. I have my fingers crossed for you and hope the best for whatever comes your way.

(Anonymous) 2011-08-14 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
Like, well, I love my fiance to death and a lot of people don't understand how someone like me (I'll spare you the appearance describing because it's unnecessary and I already feel like a dick talking about it) would be dating someone like my fiance who, at the time, was almost 300 lbs. when we first started out. But, oh my God, Jesus Christ, does that man make my world SPIN. I love him so much. I think everything he does is fucking magic. He's so handsome, so special, so funny, wildly intelligent. The best person I've ever known. He's a much person than I am and I can't see my life without them.

That's really beautiful