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fandomsecrets2011-09-03 03:29 pm
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I've been there before too and I KNOW life doesn't feel good right now but you'll never have a chance for it to get better if you end things. Life's not as bad as it seems. From another survivor, I ask you to please seek help :/ Even if it's just a friend or something.
Also OMG everyone else you are so whiny-- tinypic eats JPG image quality. This is not news. The OP probably didn't even realize it happened :/
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(Anonymous) 2011-09-03 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)no subject
I hope OP takes your advice. It's good stuff.
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(Anonymous) 2011-09-04 10:52 am (UTC)(link)no subject
OP, six years ago I went through a rough time. Really rough. The lowest point was me sitting outside on the balcony stairs, wanting desperately to call my therapist (she'd given me her home numbers for emergencies) but completely unable to do so because the phone was right next to the rifle hanging on the wall, and I didn't think I could make myself pick up the phone and dial instead of putting the end of the rifle in my mouth.
The ONLY reason I am still alive is because I was breastfeeding my new baby, and there was NO ONE else who could do it. He needed me. He NEEDED me. He needed ME.
And I hung on.
Eventually, it does get better. Gods, it was rough there for a while. Didn't help that I didn't have much support at home, and was pretty isolated. But I hung on, and it got better.
Anon, whatever helps you hold on, use it. Seek help, because suicide isn't the answer. I don't know what your situation is so I won't minimize it; whatever it is, it's obviously being hard on YOU, and you're the one who has to deal with it. Anyone else telling you that it isn't so bad or what has no idea of what YOU'RE going through.
But you DON'T have to go through it alone. Talk to people. Teachers, counsellors, doctors, priests, friends, relatives, whoever you've got. Call the mental health guys in your area. Call the suicide hotline. Worst comes to worst and you feel you can't hang on, go to the local emergency ward. They WILL help you.
I know it's hard right now. It may even be unbearable. But I promise you, "This too shall pass." Please, seek help. it IS out there. If you kill yourself then it's just over, with no chance to get better. You'll be missed by more people than you think.
Get help, please. Hell, PM me back if you'd like to talk. And if this movie helps you keep going in the meantime? Then take it. Whatever buys you more time. Just hang in there, and get help. You don't have to handle it alone.
(And yeah, it does look pretty awesome, doesn't it?)