[ SECRET POST #1847 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #1847 ⌋


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Secrets Left to Post: pages, secrets from Secret Submission Post #.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 - too big ], [ 0 - repeats ]
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
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Comments

[havemy-heart.livejournal.com]

:( This was me in the past. I was eventually able to get over it. I kinda had to since he's not real and couldn't reciprocate. I hope you can eventually move on, too.

[(Anonymous)]

This was my experience too. The 'relationship' if you can call it that basically sent me off the deep end. But like you I managed to get over it after a very, very long time. In the long run it was the only sane thing for me to do.

[(Anonymous)]

i'm curious about this (in a totally non-judgmental way) what do you mean by the relationship sending you off the deep end?

(and partly, i'm also kind of worried that this is going to be me some day...)

[(Anonymous)]

Well, it was almost like unrequited love, except for the obvious fact that the character wasn't real. So as much as I wanted/needed her to love me back that was never going to happen due to the whole being fictional thing. I mean she couldn't even talk to me! If you feel like that about someone for an extended period of time (and this was many years) eventually it just eats away at you. I ended up feeling worthless and it took me ages to regain even a little bit of the self-respect/worth that I had lost. I still get a bit embarrassed and weird about it all (I'm posting a reply on f!s as Anon ffs lol). But I can enjoy the character now without getting those intense feelings anymore. Although I still have a place for her in my heart and I always will.

I hope you deal with it better than I did Anon(OP or not). :)