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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-01-23 07:46 pm

[ SECRET POST #1847 ]

⌈ Secret Post #1847 ⌋


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[identity profile] insanenoodlyguy.livejournal.com 2012-01-24 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Obviously your text indicates your not a masochist, so I think I'll steal a word used above in my hypothesis: Clairty. You miss the clarity of priority and the subsequent order that comes with it. Which doesn't mean you need somebody telling you what to do every second either, but more self-order. You had a life wherein you knew what had to be done, and how to do it, and it was working, cause hey, your still here.

Sure, you have goals, there's still things that need to get done, but that urgency is gone. Of course it was urgent then, there were lives at stake! The priorities were damn clear cut, and what you have now lacks that kind of immediate necessity to respond, kinda leaving you with a "meh" towards things as they are now, cause they are kinda "meh" in comparison, even if they are important in and of themselves. You don't really want the sucky parts of it back, and there were sucky parts, but you miss how you felt and how you were when the suck was on.

That something like what'd you say? I'm probably projecting a bit here.

(Anonymous) 2012-01-24 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Person above again.

>That something like what'd you say?

This is it exactly. Exactly it. Especially not missing the suck, but missing who I was in it.

Thank you so much for helping to give words to what I know. It makes a lot more sense.

Thank you for taking the time to help me out, even if you don't know me. You're a great person.

[identity profile] insanenoodlyguy.livejournal.com 2012-01-25 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Well, if that helped you out, then I'm glad I could!