[ SECRET POST #1925 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #1925 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 03 pages, 070 secrets from Secret Submission Post #275.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 - too big ], [ 1 - repeat (same text, different image) ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Not to take over the OPs secret thread or anything, but seriously, I'm not actively planning suicide at the moment, but I've been fighting this battle for thirty years and it has not gotten one iota of better. I went to the Drs today to try and get back on medication, and was rejected flat out. No doctor, no meds, no nothing. I don't qualify for my country's health care, can't afford to pay my own, there are no free clinics anywhere in my area, I've tried herbal and natural remedies, tried diet and exercise....I've got to finally admit defeat. There is absolutely nothing available to me, and quite honestly there's really nothing I'm contributing to the world. Some lives just aren't that important. The world will go on without me and be a fine place, I assure you.

Just to reiterate: not actively planning suicide. I just see it as the inevitable outcome to my life.

[emerald1972.livejournal.com]

I am the OP of the secret, I don't mind outing myself in a situation like this. Anon, if you want to message me with where you live, I'd be more than happy to do some searching around and see if I can find any services that might be helpful for you. I know what it's like when you feel trapped by that feeling of hopelessness, and feel like you don't have the energy to care. Your situation actually sounds similar to mine. I had my first psychotic depressive episode when I was around 19, and I'm 39 now. It took me 20 years to get a proper diagnosis, and to finally find some decent help. Before that Doctors were either throwing the wrong sorts of pills at the problem, which only made things worse, or they were fobbing me off as some sort of attention seeking, neurotic woman. I learnt to hide my symptoms, and not talk about them, until recently. I had all but given up on the mental healthy system, or ever getting better too, but I'm glad now that I didn't. It's always worth giving something one more try, you never know what can happen.