18. Sorry to hear about your mother, but you shouldn't be made to feel like you can't write about your feelings in your own journal just because some people faked deaths for attention in their journals. You're not them, and if anyone comments that you're "fishing for attention" or some bull like that; forget about it. People are cruel sometimes, and people lie... but don't let them affect you in such a negative way. Let your emotions out and write freely.