[ SECRET POST #2074 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2074 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Sam Winchester, Young Hercules]


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[La Pucelle: Tactics]


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Notes:

Important: I'm really sorry about this, but I accidentally misclicked and deleted the submission post from last week instead of saving it. Managed to save the first page (25) of secrets, but the rest (about 100 or so) are gone.

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The submissions post for next week is below as usual.

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Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Different anon here but same feelings. In reality, I'm reclusive and happy enough with being single that I'll pretty much dump a boyfriend or not start dating someone at any sign of something aggravating in the long term--I'm young, I have time, I'm fine alone, why bother with less than ideal. Someday I'll probably find someone to settle down with, someone whose personality is so close to mine that we can mesh together without a real need for adjustment or change. But that means I won't feel that passion that's anything more than a crush, won't want someone so badly that I'd fight or do anything for them, won't get that exhilarating rush from winning or the cathartic sobs of true heartbreak. I'll just keep living my life, feeling one step removed from the world, as though the true me is cuddled up in a cozy pile of blankets somewhere deep within me, never emerging long enough to know what it's like to play in the snow.

Unpleasant as it is, just once it'd be wonderful to feel that truly desperate for someone, to know what it's like to feel that sort of broken down and then pull myself together again. I want the passion, I want the adrenaline; I want to know what it feels like to give all of myself. But the real me stays ever practical, ever distant, ever ready to give up on any relationship because the worlds of my dreams are so much more interesting than anything this world holds. In the end, I think that's it. It's always been a bit disappointing to me that my earth holds no true magic, and despite the hurt I want to meet someone who could make me feel differently about that.

But I have no patience for people who aggravate me and am too self-contained to become so attached to anyone else that I risk any part of myself, and so I read stories of others who can.