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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-09-12 07:00 pm

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[personal profile] oroburos69 2012-09-13 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
Mine's ADHD. :(

Sorry about yours. But if it's any consolation, the thing about bipolar and similar stuff is that when someone's life goes to shit, the disorder is the first thing people point out. It's not because they were unlucky, it's because they're bipolar! Which is bullshit, because yeah, sure, there's problems because they're bipolar, but there's also life, which doesn't run smooth for anyone. Everybody shoots themselves in the foot at some point (not literally). When someone is successful, no one points out that they were bipolar because no one sees it as important.

...basically I'm saying that no one talks about successful bipolar people because their disorder is treated as inconsequential or "not-that-bad" or undiagnosed (for people pre-1900-ish) because they DIDN'T crash and burn. Not because they don't exist.

And hugs, man. Lots of hugs.
Edited 2012-09-13 03:33 (UTC)
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[personal profile] biohazardgirl 2012-09-13 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
<3 Thanks for the hugs and support and reassurance. Feeling much better for the past few days, but recently my brain was just being an absolute shithead and it's hard to not worry that I'm going down the 'insane failure forever' route when it's acting up.

Oh, and you were the one checking up to see if the ocd was going ok too last week and that went into remission as well.

My brain's a little fucked up, basically ;)
Edited 2012-09-13 03:39 (UTC)
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[personal profile] oroburos69 2012-09-13 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
My brain gave me the attention span of a gnat, the distractability of a toddler, and the obsessiveness of a dog with a peanut butter jar. No matter how often I try to think of it as being who I am, I always have those insidious little thoughts where I wonder how awesome I'd be if I'd being born differently.

On the up side, I'm not dead, I enjoy my life most of the time, and every time life gets too hard to handle, I just remember that nothing lasts forever and no matter how badly I fuck up, I've still got tomorrow to fix it.

I hope that it gets better for you--actually I'm pretty sure it will. You know what's wrong now, you're aware of yourself in a way you weren't before, and you're developing coping mechanisms to handle life-with-bipolar and days-with-ocd. Life will get better.
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[personal profile] biohazardgirl 2012-09-13 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks :) Your similes/metaphors are so cute, and your outlook on life is great. I think you're pretty awesome the way you are now, but then I only know you via internets and I've never known you not ADHD-ful, so I guess I can't say how you would be different without it. Eventually working around it just becomes a part of you, really.

I've been medicated for almost two years now and I try to keep the same mindset. I really am very lucky for being born in the time period that I am so that I have access to proper medication and I have a great support system and I'm able to be in school and I've never been sectioned, but yeah you do get those 'what if I were normal' days where I wonder what it would be like to not have to worry about waking up in the morning with the world turned on its edge. Or, well, really also, just being annoyed at little things like that I can't have coffee anymore because it makes my anxiety too bad.

It really has gotten better though for now anyway. I just got triggered really hard because I moved into an apartment for the first time a month ago and then I started school and everything was different and hard and I broke a little for longer than I usually do, but I'm ok now. I hope your life goes well as well, and thanks for the moral support <3
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[personal profile] mudousetsuna 2012-09-13 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Coffee is bad for anxiety ? D: insight into this might save me some headaches because i drink a lot of caffeine. :(