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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-09-12 07:00 pm

[ SECRET POST #2080 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2080 ⌋

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[personal profile] vicfrankenstein 2012-09-13 02:56 pm (UTC)(link)
My anxiety diagnosis was pretty left field for me at first. I never really felt mentally anxious, but looking back on it... maybe I have been since I was really young, and I just got used to it. I guess 6 years olds don't usually lay in bed and contemplate mortality. Plus all my paranoia seems related, I guess?

Either way I was expecting the worst because it was chest pain, and yeah, so talking about it to my doctor made me tear up, but that also seemed normal to me, because it's personal and scary. Plus, anxiety attacks sound so SERIOUS and I never felt like I had experienced something like that. It felt silly, to me, to put whatever was happening with me on the same level as people who really suffer. But maybe I did and didn't realize it? I mean, I can think about things now that would give me a cold sense of dread all over my body and make my breathing feel difficult... without it happening.

It's weird shit, isn't it?