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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-09-26 06:45 pm

[ SECRET POST #2094 ]


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(Anonymous) 2012-09-27 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
i'm pretty sure that i'm going to kill myself tonight.

sorry to post this here but i just wanted to tell someone before i did it and maybe they would care for a second? idk. no one else will.

(Anonymous) 2012-09-27 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
noooooooooooooo don't kill yourself
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[personal profile] saku 2012-09-27 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
i care. i know it may not mean much from a stranger but i know how it feels to be in a situation where you were so ready to give up that you were willing to resort to suicide despite being under the impression that it wouldn't make a difference to the people around you. i've been fighting for several years and i honestly don't know why i've stuck around but on most days i'm glad i did. i really do sympathise with you but i'm wondering if maybe you'd be willing to give yourself another change or two. sometimes we need dozens of chances, and i know for a few people it ultimately was not worth it for them, but i'm willing to wager that you'll be like me.
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[personal profile] mekkio 2012-09-27 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
Why do you want to kill yourself?

Tell us. At least let someone know why.
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[personal profile] brightblueink 2012-09-27 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
Please don't. I used to be pretty suicidal as a teen for a long time, but it got better. Not "perfect", life is never perfect, but it WILL get better.

Even if you think people wouldn't care, it's possible your depression is clouding your judgment and preventing you from seeing the people that DO care in your life. At the very least, I know I care.

(Anonymous) 2012-09-27 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
I hate posts like this. I have absolutely no problems with posts where people ask for help or want to talk about their feelings or whatever. But posts where you come in and state plainly what you are going to do in a way that there is nothing for others to reply with or help....I hate it. Because all you are doing is making kind people feel awful. And if you are 100% going to kill yourself I think it's pretty shitty to take a bunch of random people online with you. Because now you can bet there are people who have read your message and now feel like shit. Because they can't help. Because they've been there and are now reminded of that. Because they care. Because.

And I hate that I feel this way because I know the feelings you are dealing with and I know that adding more guilt isn't going to help.

Get help. Talk to someone. I hope you don't die and you feel better and I'm sorry.

(Anonymous) 2012-09-27 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
I hate posts like this, too. And this one in particular is really not helping after my best friend's suicide attempt a few days ago.
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[personal profile] cassandraoftroy 2012-09-27 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
Don't. Please. Seriously. There's probably someone in your life who cares a lot more than you think they do -- and even if there isn't now, there probably will be in the future. Please, talk to someone. If you don't have anyone IRL, there are hotlines.

I hope you'll check back in with us to let us know how you're doing. I don't know you, but I got legitimately frightened when I saw this, so at least I care.

(Anonymous) 2012-09-27 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
I don't have to know you to care. Hey, if you're willing to kill yourself, why not take any risk whatsoever to make yourself happy before resorting to that final decision? Do whatever it takes, ask whoever you have to for help, make the most radical changes it's in your power to make, and if it still doesn't work out, well, the option to end it all it still there. It's not going anywhere. What have you got to lose at this point?
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[identity profile] childings.livejournal.com 2012-09-27 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
This is a good comment. And a good way to think about your life. I would also say that, at the very least, if you can (and usually there's some way, walking, hitchhiking, whatever), move. Leave the place you're in and go somewhere else. It did wonders for my depression to leave the place I was born and grew up in and move a thousand miles away.
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[personal profile] riddian 2012-09-27 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Please don't. :C Come here and let me hug you.

Is there anyone you can talk to?
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[personal profile] stainless 2012-09-27 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

Yes, that's a bromide -- but yes, it's true. Whoever you are, I hope you don't do it.
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[personal profile] silverau 2012-09-27 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry OP. I don't know who you are and where you are or if you're still alive and I know I can't stop you but I'm sorry you feel this way and I wish there was something I could do to help you. I hope you get help and overcome this instead. *hugs you*

(Anonymous) 2012-09-27 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
There are always people who care more than you think they do. And at the risk of sounding cliche, there are a whole lot of people you haven't met yet, and they would probably care about you if they knew you even a little. Just look at the people in this thread. They care just because you said something. Don't kill yourself, anon.

(Anonymous) 2012-09-27 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
Please don't do it. We're complete strangers to each other, but I care anyway. Give yourself another chance. At least one more. At the very, very least. I like the above commenter's idea of moving. If you've got nothing to lose, at least try THAT out. Uprooting yourself to a different part of town (or even changing towns/cities) can be a wonderful experience that can help in ways you never could have imagined. xoxoxox
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[personal profile] hornpile 2012-09-27 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
please don't do it. There are always people who care, and there will be people in your life who would be devastated if you died, whether you believe it or not. Unless you have literally not interacted with another human being throughout your entire lifespan, and I find that highly unlikely. I want to see you back here tomorrow telling us you're still alive, anon! that's an order. I hope you follow it.

(Anonymous) 2012-09-27 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
will you let us care? because i'm sure you're an interesting person with dreams and jokes and I would like to hear them. It will be sad to lose one more life in this world before its time.