[ SECRET POST #2111 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2111 ⌋

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Comments

Real Kismesis

[(Anonymous)]

(Reported because of misfire, my apologies)

I'd laugh at the terminology of Homestuckers, but it's been almost four years since this fandom "friend" and I started doing this dance. We write together and we're awesome at it. We've been carrying this project since 2008 and we're not nearly finished.

We're as close as two persons can be, we talk every day, and there's a lot of sexual attraction. But we hate each other guts. At best, we work as a team and defy each other to best each other with our writing. Creativity flows and we laugh and we have the best times. But at worst, we can fight for hours and hours and I seethe with rage, wanting to strangle her, or kiss her until she bruises and shuts the fuck up for once in her life.

Too bad she lives in another country. Maybe it's for the best, though.

IRL, I'm a really peaceful person. I swear I am. I always prefer to talk, have never hurt physically another person, hate the idea of harming another human being. But she makes my insides coil with hate I don't know how to handle, and "wax black" for her.

I always end up giving her what she wants to attain some peace, but every time I resent her more and more. And /it's been years/ and I don't know how to stop, and sometimes I'm not sure I want a way out either, and other times I want to drop the project and end this twisted relationship forever.

I always come back, though. FML.

Re: DREAMCAST

[(Anonymous)]

To me this also sounds like you are more attached to the interaction you know, even if you hate the person. It's easy to become attached to the familiarity of something, even if it's painful to pull away from it. It's quite possible to get addicted to hating someone even if you did or didn't like them to begin with. Whatever you want to call it, I think it's something that can happen to anyone. Hate, rivalry, passion, it probably has many more names. But you might want to talk to someone professional about it if it's stressing you out, because it doesn't sound healthy at all.