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(Anonymous) 2012-10-16 06:16 am (UTC)(link)Yep yep, triple order of this. With very few exceptions (like, the prose was excellent, the porn was exceptionally hot, it was hilarious, etc) I don't remember specific fluffy fics I read. It's all kind of a blur of domesticity and cuddling. Plotty fics, though? I can still recount the hours spent waiting for updates...
The fact that you have these great characters and interesting worlds, but there are so many aspects left unexplored and underdeveloped makes you want to just dive right in and explore all those uncharted depths and fill in the numerous gaps in ways that make sense to you.
This is exactly it. I spent half my time in SPN fandom engaging in rapidfire back-and-forths with similarly excitable fandom friends about where the show could be going next, what if this happened, what if that happened, etc. And even when I was happy with what the show was delivering, there was always that thought in my head: this could've been... more. And so I devoured all the fic I could find because I wanted every "what if" scenario in existence. Whereas Breaking Bad? Not only do I feel no need for fic, I don't even bother to theorize about what could happen. Nothing I could come up with could ever match the quality of the actual canon.
Ha, hilariously, just as I wrote that sentence, a song from the BB soundtrack started up on my playlist. Dear lawd in heaven, I love that show.
I actually need to finish BSG and track down season 5 of BB so I'm completely caught up, but part of me is reluctant because then what do I do with myself?!
Trust me, you're going to need every month until its return to process all the feelings S5 parte uno will give you. My BFF called me every day for a week after the finale had aired to wail her BB feelings into my ear. Are you against pirating or streaming illegal content? Because I know some safe places S5 can be viewed online. Ugh... ugh. BB is like the most amazing show ever. I just want to hug Vince Gilligan and then break his nose for destroying my mind so beautifully. It's the only show on TV where an episode about the characters attempting to swat a fly could have me on the edge of my seat sdkfhljsdkfhljfhs BASICALLY MY EMOTIONS ARE A ROOF PIZZA
that's not what I'd call a half-measure.
NO MORE HALF-MEASURES DEAN!!!! I agree with you. Cas throws his entire self into everything he does. And this is where Dean being a closeted romantic becomes a problem, because... if Cas gets emotionally attached, Dean will panic and have attacks of crippling insecurity and be completely incapable of comfortable reciprocation. If Cas reacts to the initiation of a sexual relationship with nonchalance, Dean will be incredibly hurt, though unable to express it. It's like Schrodinger's emotional clusterfuck, only everyone's screwed no matter what's in the box.
Dean is totally more needy and romantic of the two.
Absolutely. He's also the Winchester most desperately attached to his family (always the mediator in the fights between John and Sam, as early as S1). He's a black hole of emotional need and once he cares enough about you to haul you past his personal event horizon, he will never let you go. I think this applies to every meaningful relationship in his life.
I think part of the reason that so many fans have latched onto Stiles is because he's not quite as idealistic, and he really does have to work pretty hard at being heroic.
I think so too; his cynicism and pragmatism are welcome in a world where people waltz around being dramallamas about everything. He's genuinely heroic, but the fact that he has to actively choose heroism instead of naturally falling into it a la Scott make that quality interesting (it also makes him seem brave). He's hilarious, and he has the manpain that everyone loves but he represses it, so it doesn't read as obnoxious angst. Really, it's no surprise everyone loves him. I can break it down on a chemical level and I certainly love him. Also -- did you ever watch Heroes? In that show, almost every character had some sort of magnificent superpower or other claim to badassery... and then there was Mohinder, a geneticist, recent immigrant, and total fish out of water, who kept himself alive in the insanity around him through sheer force of scrappiness and wit. Mohinder was never a fandom darling, but his willingness to go toe-to-toe with superpowered serial killers armed with nothing but determination was a huge part of the reason why he was my favorite. And I see that quality echoed in Stiles. That he'll wade into war with sarcasm and smarts as his first and only line of defense, hopelessly outmatched? It's admirable.
While I think they all want to find somewhere where they fit in and belong, Derek's pack isn't exactly that place for them.
Yeah, mostly because Derek is such a shithead. He dragged these lonely teens a battle they couldn't possibly understand. It's kind of tragic, really; Derek wants to recreate the family he lost, I think, and his wolflings want the exact same thing, but Derek is like congenitally incapable of shaping this ragtag gang of broken teenagers into a cohesive family unit. He lives in an abandoned train station and runs his pack like boot camp. It's crazy! After S2, it seems the only teen he bit who still likes him is Isaac (and I may actually cry if Isaac defects to Scott's pack, because I think his relationship with Derek is really sweet and I just want something to go right for Derek, dammit). Whereas everyone in Scott's "pack" answers to him because they trust him. He's the moral compass. He looks out for everybody. It's genuine. His friends love him, and they want to support him and each other, and so, like Stiles, they choose to put themselves in danger. He doesn't need to scream I'M THE ALPHA at everyone who will listen; he just is the alpha.
Thinking about it, a lot of the anti-Sterek people tend to be people who got into the fandom earlier, too, with many of the Sterek shippers coming in later on. The similarities just won't end...
Shit, dude. I'm both horrified and impressed. SPN fandom is like a traumatic childhood relationship; you just keep recreating it forever...
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(Anonymous) 2012-10-16 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)That is one of the best parts of being in SPN fandom! I absolutely love playing guessing games and trying to figure out where they'll take things with friends. Even when the speculation doesn't pan out, it's fun to think of the what-ifs. And, you know, it gives you story fodder if things go in extremely DNW directions. That is definitely what makes the creative side of fandom so active, too. At any given time, there's generally more than one path they could have taken and it's so much fun to explore those possibilities. Like you said, even when things are going in directions you like, you still crave more.
It's the only show on TV where an episode about the characters attempting to swat a fly could have me on the edge of my seat sdkfhljsdkfhljfhs BASICALLY MY EMOTIONS ARE A ROOF PIZZA
This is the most accurate description of what Breaking Bad does to your emotions that I have ever seen. I'm lucky in that friend that I usually rant with about SPN and Teen Wolf (and Being Human UK and A:TLA and... okay, the list is too long, but basically every show I watch/have watched. Lol) started watching Breaking Bad around the same time that I did, so I have someone to flail at and a shoulder to cry on. That fucking fly episode, man. I just... how do you write something that amazing and emotionally compelling about swatting a fly?!
(Also, I am totally not opposed to illegal online content. I watch what I can through Netflix, but they only have through season 4, and I don't think I can wait for their slow asses. Also, I'm in Canada, so it takes like twice as long for most things to show up, and I'm am impatient. Haha.)
It's like Schrodinger's emotional clusterfuck, only everyone's screwed no matter what's in the box.
This is the best sentence I have ever read. And beyond being a stellar description of Dean and Cas' relationship (even non-romantically), is basically just an accurate summary of Supernatural in general. They should make it their slogan.
He's a black hole of emotional need and once he cares enough about you to haul you past his personal event horizon, he will never let you go. I think this applies to every meaningful relationship in his life.
It really, really does. Which is why Dean's relationships with the people he's let in like that are generally so compelling to watch. And also frustrating, since the whole emotional constipation and all those barriers to communication still exist even after he's let people in. You need to learn to use your words, Dean. Seriously.
Also -- did you ever watch Heroes?
Only season one and part of season two, but that was definitely enough to understand what you're getting at with Mohinder! Mohinder was a really interesting character for all the reasons you stated, and I can definitely see the similarities with Stiles. I have a general weakness for the badass normal characters like that (which is part of what made me love Stiles in the first place). Actually, you mentioned Sokka in one of the comments upthread, and I think there are also a lot of good comparisons to be made between Sokka and Stiles, too. That loyalty to friends and willingness to keep going and fighting, even when you're outgunned and it's kind of terrifying. Also the fact that, while Stiles is human and Sokka's not a bender, they both have their own skill sets and ways of fighting back. Those types of characters are the ones that really lend perspective to things, because they do show that not everyone needs to be a werewolf or have super powers to fight for what they believe in. It's not necessarily easy, but that's what makes it all the more compelling.
Derek wants to recreate the family he lost, I think, and his wolflings want the exact same thing, but Derek is like congenitally incapable of shaping this ragtag gang of broken teenagers into a cohesive family unit.
Derek, Derek, Derek. What are we going to do with you? Derek is one of those characters that I want to hug the life out of and then smack repeatedly. His past is tragic and his life is kind of awful, but then he has to go and make TERRIBLE CHOICES and drag other people down with him and uuuuuugh. I want him to find his way and get his shit together, but I have a feeling there's still going to be a lot more struggling along the way.
Related, but I'm really curious to learn more about the Hale family and how their pack structure worked, too. I mean, is Derek's shitty pack managing the result of being young when his family died and never really being intended to be an alpha and not having the training and information he needs? His interaction with Deacon at the end of S2 almost makes it seem this way. But then you also have to wonder if his family didn't use similar training methods to the ones that he's been using with the baby betas. I kind of hope this is not the case, because I'd really rather not find out that the Hales were raging assholes and that's why Derek thinks all these things are okay. I suspect that it's just him making bad decisions, not exactly being cut out for leadership, and acting out of desperation, but who knows. I guess we shall have to wait and see...
and I may actually cry if Isaac defects to Scott's pack, because I think his relationship with Derek is really sweet and I just want something to go right for Derek, dammit
Ugh, yes. I really, really love a lot of Isaac and Derek's interactions (when Derek's not being a total dick, that is). They have this sort of pseudo-brothers dynamic, and I think that Isaac could be really good for Derek, both as just a friend and as a bit of a grounding force. This is especially true now that Peter is back. I also love Isaac and Scott's potential for bromance, so it would be great if they could have Isaac becoming friends with Scott and still remaining a part of Derek's pack, or at least maintaining some sort of friendship with him. I mean, if Isaac does end up jumping ship, it might end up being the wake up call that Derek needs, but I could also see it going really, really badly. Derek does not handle rejection well.
And as an aside, I think Scott has the potential to be an excellent alpha, and he's already a really good pseudo-alpha for his little band of misfits, but I really hope they're not going to go the whole "AND NOW SCOTT IS THE ALPHA OF EVERYONE" route in season 2. I don't think he's at a point in his life where he's ready for it just yet (which might change in season 3, but still). However, I think a co-leadership role with Derek of sorts would be all kinds of awesome. They could share responsibility since Derek actually knows more of the werewolf shit, and Scott could teach him not to be a shithead. It would be great.
SPN fandom is like a traumatic childhood relationship; you just keep recreating it forever...
Just when you think you've escaped it and start to relax, it shows up with a new last name and starts pestering you to be facebook friends. It never goes away, ever.
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(Anonymous) 2012-10-17 02:12 am (UTC)(link)Yeah, and squeeing and complaining and flailing about how beautiful everybody's soul is. And then having wank on your flist every weekend to laugh about. Ahh, good times.
started watching Breaking Bad around the same time that I did, so I have someone to flail at and a shoulder to cry on. That fucking fly episode, man. I just... how do you write something that amazing and emotionally compelling about swatting a fly?!
I forced my BFF to watch the first season with me and she, gasphorror, THOUGHT IT WAS BORING!!! Then she wouldn't agree to watch S2 for several more months. As soon as she did she got hooked, but in the gap there I was, like, dying. BB is one of those shows where you have to make everyone you know watch it because it's impossible to dislike. I think Fly might be my favorite episode in the series? I've watched a million times. Thematically elegant, stuffed full with important character development, and tense. Oh God Vince Gilligan, JUST LET ME LOVE YOU.
Alright, illegal online content, yeaaaah! I don't want to out these places as being havens for piracy in a public comment, so do you have a place I can PM links to you? It can be a sock account or whatever.
They should make it their slogan.
YES I have a shining career as a slogan writer ahead of me!
Which is why Dean's relationships with the people he's let in like that are generally so compelling to watch.
Yep. I mean, I'm a D/C girl all the way, and a classic case at that -- got into the fandom in S4, Cas is my favorite, D/C my OTP, hung out exclusively in Casfandom, etc etc -- but I still did my own fair share of crying into pillows over the beauty of Sam'n'Dean's relationship, lol. Before its unchanging nature made it boring, anyway.
Actually, you mentioned Sokka in one of the comments upthread, and I think there are also a lot of good comparisons to be made between Sokka and Stiles, too. That loyalty to friends and willingness to keep going and fighting, even when you're outgunned and it's kind of terrifying.
Yeah! They're also both the funny kid in the gang (or in Sokka's case, the Gaang), the skeptic, the investigator. If Stiles were in A:TLA, he'd also choose to spend his mini-vacation at the library. :D Like, Sokka wasn't my bb in A:TLA, but I did love him (well lbr, I loved everybody, that show was kickass), and I think part of that was because he's the -- not badass normal, but really-determined-and-brave-normal-who-will-take-risks-despite-non-badassery, which isn't catchy, but oh well. I just really love that character trait.
Derek is one of those characters that I want to hug the life out of and then smack repeatedly. His past is tragic and his life is kind of awful, but then he has to go and make TERRIBLE CHOICES and drag other people down with him and uuuuuugh.
Yeah, seriously. I love him and I have so much sympathy for him, but at the same time I spend half the time he's onscreen shaking my head at the way he fails at, like, everything he tries. Jeff Davis said at NYCC that one of his writers did research on wolf packs and found out that subordinate wolves are loyal to their alpha not out of fear, but out of love, and everyone was like "lol clearly Derek NEVER LEARNED THAT." He needs to make genuine emotional connections to his pack (which right now is... Isaac) and it would certainly help if he could get Scott to like him too, but his deep-seeded trust issues make it impossible for him to forge real human relationships with these people. They're fragile kids and they needed him to be a loving parent figure more than an army instructor.
I mean, is Derek's shitty pack managing the result of being young when his family died and never really being intended to be an alpha and not having the training and information he needs?
I think it has to be a combination of this and his emotional constipation. I mean, maybe the Hales did run their wolf kids through a physical training regime similar to Derek's, but I can't picture them being as emotionally distant -- it's possible, I suppose, but I'd be surprised. What I really want to know is what happened to Derek and Laura after the fire. Derek was what, 16? How'd they survive? Did another pack take them in, or has Derek not been part of a real pack since his family died? I feel like more knowledge about the six years Derek spent out of Beacon Hills with Laura would help explain a lot about his amazing issues.
They have this sort of pseudo-brothers dynamic, and I think that Isaac could be really good for Derek, both as just a friend and as a bit of a grounding force.
I agree. I love that moment after the fight with the kanima in the S2 finale, when Derek takes hold of Isaac's shoulder and pulls him close. It's a protective, older-brother-esque kind of moment and it encapsulates what I like about them. Derek's good for Isaac because he really does want what's best for his pack, and Isaac is good for Derek because Derek is a crap leader and he needs someone who doesn't challenge him. I'm also really looking forward to Scott and Isaac becoming closer -- actually I heard that the writers are planning to have Scott's new friendship with Isaac shut Stiles out, which I'm also looking forward to because pain.
However, I think a co-leadership role with Derek of sorts would be all kinds of awesome. They could share responsibility since Derek actually knows more of the werewolf shit, and Scott could teach him not to be a shithead.
Hmm, I could see that. They likely will have to cooperate to deal with the alpha pack, but at the same time they have so many trust issues that I can't see them just falling into an easy co-leadership kind of thing, no matter how ideal it may seem. Derek and Scott are both proud... Derek wouldn't actually want Scott's advice, I think, he wouldn't want Scott to give his pack orders, and Scott would be equally pissed off if Derek thought he could treat Scott's people as if they were Derek's people. Maybe that's a thing they'll have to work towards.