[ SECRET POST #2114 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2114 ⌋

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Comments

[(Anonymous)]

OP here.
Thank you so, so much. :D

You pretty much hit it on the head. I finished college in July (I'm in the UK) and since then things just haven't felt right.

I'm getting very sick of being stuck at home, and well there's just stress and aruging all around at home and I seem to get caught in the middle of it quite often, especially from my dad. Oh and everything that goes wrong seems to be my faul and I keep getting screamed at for the stupidest things.

I'm having to deal with claiming Job Seeker's Allowance too, it was something I really, really didn't want to do but got pushed into it by my mum. I wasn't even given a choice it was like 'Oh you finished college? Oh how nice, now go sign on!'. So I'm having to deal with the crud the Job Centre throws at me.

I admit I've felt rather disconnected from people, I have most of my classmates on FB and we still talk to some extent but it's not the same as when we were together, and I wasn't really that close to any of them. It doesn't help when you see posts on FB from people you know going on about 'Oh look I just got a job!' and generally showing how things are going when you're kind of stuck there like 'Uh... I...'

I've hardly seen my best friend since finishing college. We went through college together and it's a bit of a jump from seeing her several times a week to a few infrequent msn convos. She's picked up more hours where she works so even though she lives in the same town as me I never seem to catch her.

A lot of my motivation took a nose dive too, I feel like I don't want to get out of bed most days since well I don't really seem to have anything to get up for. I lost a lot of motivation to draw or work on anything it seems.

It seems a lot of my anxieties keep creeping back up on me too.

It feels fustrating as I just want to get out and do something but I seem to be stuck. I know it's only temporary but I hate it.

I did start volunteering though at an animal rescue and I love it as it feels like I'm doing something useful with what I studied. But before I started my mum seemed to keep trying to sabotage me by going 'oh but how are you going to get there' 'isn't there anywhere closer?'
I've noticed she does that a lot. Not sure if it's intentional or not.

[(Anonymous)]

Hey, OP, yeah, I know that feeling of being stuck. So, YANA -hug-