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⌈ Secret Post #2115 ⌋

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[Elementary]

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[To Aru Majutsu no Index]

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[Ghostbusters 2]

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[One Piece]

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[Teen Wolf]

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[Big Time Rush]

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[Sherlock]

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[Pitch Perfect]

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[Blue Exorcist & Supernatural]

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[Homestuck]

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[Rose Byrne]

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[khaos komix]

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[Once Upon a Time]

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[The White Buffalo]

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[Teen Wolf]

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[Dawn of the Dead]

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[CSI: Miami]

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I've been going through a lot the past five days. Everything from the anniversary of my Grandpa's death to my abusive father and grandmother somehow getting my address and sending me an empty package to my Mom telling me that she was getting an official divorce from my father. I've been feeling emotionally and physically drained to the point where I feel as if I'm on the cusp of a depressive episode. The urge to self-harm has returned, as well as thoughts of death/dying in general. I've never self-harmed before and don't plan on starting, but the idea of it is certainly appealing.

My school has a mini break this week, but I just can't stand the idea of seeing a school counselor because I don't want to be made to take a leave of absence after I fought so hard to get back into school in the first place. I feel like if I tell them there's something wrong, they'll tell the Dean of Students about me, and he'll think I've gone off the deep end, and I'll end up "punished" for it. I would talk to my Mom about it, but she has a lot on her plate as well. She's going through the same things I am except at least she's at home, and I'm stuck at college and won't be going home until the end of Thanksgiving.

I also have a relative who is also in the midst of a mental breakdown, and she might have to leave school like I did last year from cracking under the abuse and pressure I was living with. My uncle's evil wife is also having a child at the end of this month. My uncle (Mom's brother) and her adopted a baby a few years ago, but she said she wanted "her own" baby, which "had better be a girl" so now she's having this baby to replace the boy she and my uncle adopted.

I just feel like my life is a mess right now, and I don't know how to handle it. I just want to pick up my razor blade and slice until this urge and anxiety goes away.

Anon, please go see the counselor. They won't kick you out of school just for being depressed.

Talk to the counselor. If things go bad later, the paperwork will show that you tried to make things better and it should help get you back in school. If things don't go bad later, the counselor will help you feel better right now.

[ SECRET POST #2115 ]

TW: Depression & Self-Harm

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