[ SECRET POST #2125 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2125 ⌋

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Comments

Not in a good place. TW

[(Anonymous)]

God I feel so stupid. I just triggered myself into a massive guilt spiral. I should have known better than to go looking at that kind of stuff.

I have problems with mom type stuff, because my mom killed herself when I was a baby. It was partly my fault. I was hard to keep and raise.

God I feel like a moron.

What do you do to pull yourself out of this? I feel like I'm drowning. Do you look at nice or funny things?

Re: Not in a good place. TW

[(Anonymous)]

nice things, funny things, cuddly things, huggly things

be well anon

Re: Not in a good place. TW

[(Anonymous)]

Awwwwww anon :( :hugs: I just want you to know that it absolutely isn't your fault, not even 'partly.'

Watch some funny stuff on youtube!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OG6q7zo6uQ


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JgSv1SKCteQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WX58CZwyiU&list=FLZ8DlBHLHruX8A88K4UjHZg&index=12&feature=plpp_video

Re: Not in a good place. TW

[(Anonymous)]

*hugs* It wasn't your fault. You are not to blame -- she had her own demons. <3 Much love to you.

I find that distracting myself with random stand-up on youtube or watching kids cartoons helps. One of my best friends died recently and I've been rewatching Avatar: The Last Airbender and watching lots of British comedy. It feels really at odds but it distracts me entirely.

Re: Not in a good place. TW

[rosehiptea]

You are absolutely not to blame. I try looking at funny and cute things, or just reading a book that maybe isn't even "cute" and thinking about something else. (It doesn't always work, but it helps sometimes.)

Re: Not in a good place. TW

[(Anonymous)]

*hugs* I really hope you feel better, anon.

I like looking at funny things, and especially funny things I know I like. When I was getting over a friend's suicide a couple months back, I rewatched Red vs Blue, reread a webcomic, watched some episodes of How I Met Your Mother. Basically things I know make me smile and don't make me think too much. You should try that too, anon. Have any favourite sitcoms or anything?

Re: Not in a good place. TW

[(Anonymous)]

You were not to blame, nonnie. ((hugs))

Re: Not in a good place. TW

[(Anonymous)]

hugs. it's not your fault, anon. so many hugs.

this is a story i read when i'm feeling down: http://fasterthanfashion.blogspot.com/2006/06/saucer-of-loneliness.html

Re: Not in a good place. TW

[avatarmn]

You aren't seriously blaming yourself for your behavior as a baby?