[ SECRET POST #229 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #229 ⌋

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- A request to commenters, some secrets may indeed have more details than others, but please excersise respect instead of commenting with 'tl;dr'! Don't have the attention span to read it? Don't read it. ♥ At the same time, secret-makers, try and see if your secrets can be summed up in fewer words, due to this same reason. That's all!

- Obviously I must never be allowed to count on my 5am self to post and queue secret posts. :3;

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Comments

[karel]

1. ... Well. I did that a few times. ^^' I did it to get into a RP where I was playing said character. Ahah, not that I'll tell anyone which one it was.

8. See I don't even pretend to care. I keep up with it so that I can look informed, but aside from that? Lock up your kiddy porn if you don't want to get banned. It's not that hard.

15. Dude. Writing journal. :) That way, the people that want to read can read, and people can find it if they're looking for it.

16. Money issues. ;-; Most of the Gundam series are long, and I don't like to pirate things that are over 20 or so episodes.

17. :( Poor Subaru.

23. For the entire time I was dating my last boyfriend and then for a month or so afterwards, I couldn't write smut without feeling dirty and disgusting. It was awful, because about 90% of my work is smutty. :( I'm so sorry you had to go through that.

Re: 23

[(Anonymous)]

Thanks. I'm just...

And I RP smut a lot, and my RP partner knows what I went through, but it's hard to make other people understand just how traumatic it was for me. I was really not ready.

And while other people may not think it was a big deal, it nearly crushed me.

So thanks for understanding.

Re: 23

[karel]

See, for me, it wasn't actually traumatic. It was just something that I wanted to forget. I can see where you're coming from, though. I had quite a few WIPs and they all just kind of screeched to a standstill for about four months. I tried to force myself to write and it only got worse.

I was able to ease back into it, though. Give yourself some time away from it and maybe it'll work out better for you when you try again? You probably need to recover from the relationship. If you don't mind my asking, how long ago was it?

*hugs* I hope you can go back to what you want to be doing soon.

Re: 23

[(Anonymous)]

It was... two and a quarter years ago, I think. I've tried to give myself some time away from it. But no dice.

I think that the incident is what prompted my re-examining of my gender identity, though. Because I think I realized that it wasn't necessarily the act itself that scared me... it was doing it in a female body.

Sorry to ramble to you. :) But you seem nice.

Re: 23

[karel]

Sounds like a tough situation you find yourself in, then. :(

I hope that you can figure it out and set things right for yourself, because nobody deserves to be put through that. Gender in general is a frustrating thing, especially when society is still stuck in the mindset of people being one or the other. *sigh*

It's okay. ♥ I wouldn't respond if I minded.