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⌈ Secret Post #2185 ⌋

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Well he went back to work today, so he's back to working the same night shift. I've been alone all day and it's given me time to decompress. I worry about him, he's not acting like himself and even other people have expressed concern about him so I know it's not just me. I sort of worry about his mental health sometimes considering his mother is very mentally ill and those sorts of things are inherited (he also had a similar upbringing, child abuse etc that usually exacerbates these kinds of things). It's just that whenever I suggest that maybe he should see a doctor or counselor for these things he lashes out at me. I wonder if we even love each other anymore on a daily basis, we both seem to be very abusive to each other sometimes and sometimes we are very close and it's just like earlier in our marriage, but we just signed a 2-year lease on this house so there's nothing I can really do right now as far as moving out (I live in one of the most expensive cities rent-wise so I don't know if I could afford to live alone right now). And he won't work the night shift forever, eventually we are going to be around each other on a daily basis. We do have a three bedroom house and there's a room I can escape to and be alone but that's not really the same.

Both of us are seeing other people and I don't think that really helps, but I got really attached to the person I'm seeing now so I don't feel ready to end that relationship (even if we dropped the "benefits" part of our friendship it really wouldn't matter, if we were still hanging out)

My life is just a world of shit right now

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