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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-02-11 06:41 pm

[ SECRET POST #2232 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2232 ⌋

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 03 pages, 070 secrets from Secret Submission Post #319.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Re: Non-fandom Secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-02-12 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
good for you! i failed school, so yay me lol. i know you can do it! :D

as someone who has spent a lot of time doing nothing, don't. the more you do nothing, the more you'll never do anything. doing something for me, takes too much effort sometimes. but i know i have to. it's just hard to get motivated when i have no one that helps me get motivated. so it's a circle of doing nothing. at first i was okay with it, but now i want to accomplish something more than what my life is. i just don't know how when i feel so low all the time. but i am working on it.

but seriously, start applying for jobs even if it does become to much. take a few deep breathes and try again later. don't be like me who has waited so long to get a job that people who look at your resume think you've been out of work/school for too long, doing jack all (which i have).

and i agree. we're definitely our own worst enemies. it sucks hard to be in my mind sometimes.

my support has been a therapist... i sort of wish it was a friend, but a therapist will do for now.

Re: Non-fandom Secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-02-12 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
I have the same issue in regards to it looking like I haven't done much, but part of the issue is when I do start getting busy is when I'm likely to snap. It's what brought me to my low point last year.

I can't really put on my resume "well I took time off that semester because I couldn't leave bed and was contemplating killing myself every day."

I'm glad you found a therapist though, I've had difficulties in that area.

Re: Non-fandom Secrets

(Anonymous) 2013-02-12 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
I get that. I break at stress points as well. That is what has stopped me from completing school. It's like I just stop existing at my lowest points. I just stop. It's a hard thing to move forward from.

I almost wish I could put that on a resume. At least then I might get a pity hire, haha. /lame depression humor.

It took me a long time to find a therapist. 1 to actually find one and 2 to psych myself up to see one. I hope your search for a therapist pans out or what ever you need to have one.

*interwebs hug*