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⌈ Secret Post #2246 ⌋

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[Mighty Morphin Power Rangers]

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[Downton Abbey]

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[Death Note]

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[Star Trek TNG]

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[Girls]

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[Vampire Diaries]

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[My Little Pony: Friendship is magic]

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[Spartacus]

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[CSI]

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[The Bretts]

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[Steam Powered Giraffe]

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[Being Human]

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[The Young Ones]

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[God Bless America]

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[Nerdfighteria]

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[Downton Abbey]

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[Disney's hunchback of Notre dame (Frollo/Esmeralda)/Titanic (Cal/Rose)/Once Upon a Time (Rumpelstiltskin/Belle)/Labyrinth (Jareth/Sarah)/ Harry potter(Ginny/Tom)/ Game of thrones (Sansa/Petyr)/ The Mummy/The Mummy Returns (Imhotep/Evelyn)/ Phantom of The Opera (Phantom/Christine)]

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I didn't speak to a soul. Literally. I went to work. Sat at my desk. I work with a real life Mary-Sue and her fan club. Ignored everyone. They ignored me. The only communication I had with another living human being was an e-mail from someone I know from LinkedIn. And Facebook. And now, FS.

After work I went home, went to bed, pulled the covers over my head and cried for two hours.

:(

I'm sorry anon, that sucks.

I'm sorry that you had such a bad day.

But maybe you shouldn't ignore everyone. Do you have social anxiety that prevents you from saying at least, "Hello?"

No. I have depression, but most of my problems stem from having to watch this bright, cheerful, brilliant, beautiful, and oh-so-wonderful woman interact with the rest of the group. And I'm well aware this says more about my crappy self-esteem and the fact that I'm a terrible human being than it does about Mary Sue, but there you have it.

=( That is really hard. I hope you're able to move past it. Maybe find other people to socialize with if you don't want to talk to her, if that's a possibility?

*hugs*

People who hung out with me last year don't speak to me this year. Anytime I offer a suggestion it gets shot down (except the one time Mary Sue approved of it. Then it was a great suggestion).

I only have another ten weeks here but I'm going to feel like drinking hemlock every day of those ten weeks.

Re: OP

diet_poison - 2013-02-26 01:40 (UTC) - Expand

I wish I could go a whole day (preferably more) without speaking. I've tried, but I always end up having to say something for some reason.

Yeah OP's lousy day sounds like a little slice of heaven to me. Except for the "Mary Sue and her fanclub" part. That part is a bit sketchy IMO.

I'm the opposite. I wish I could go a day where I could talk normally and not have to force myself to speak. We should switch for a day. :P

Same here.

I don't want to sound harsh hear, but it sounds like you might have an easier time at work if you stop thinking of your coworker as a Mary-Sue and start thinking of her as an actual person with issues and problems and insecurities just like everyone else, and just like you. Once you really see that, you might find it easier making small talk with her or on of her clique.

That said, I do hope you feel better soon!

+1. Don't get me wrong anon, I know how hard it can be...but no one is perfect, no matter how they seem.

*hugs* I hope things look up for you soon.

I get what you're saying and I'm well aware that my attitude towards her says nothing good about me (and that just made me feel a million times worse). But this girl is gorgeous, has a great wardrobe, a rich family, speaks three languages, and the rest of the office and the boss love her. She's a living, breathing Mary Sue and I have no qualms about taking my rage at my miserable life out on her anonymously over the internet.

Presenting self, yes. But I hope you know that there's much more to people than that.

As long as you don't take your feelings out on your coworkers. And tbqh if your bad attitude is making you feel guilty, why don't you take steps to try and curb it? Work on yourself first, and your coworkers might just seem more human to you, even if they don't change at all.

None of what you're saying is making me think anything bad about you, at all. I know I've definitely felt how you do at the moment about certain people at one time or another, and I think most other people have too. I just know how draining that kind of envy can feel, and wanted to say some things that have helped me regain my equilibrium in those situations. Once again, I do hope you feel better soon, anon.

(reply from suspended user)

Re: Today...

(Anonymous) - 2013-02-26 15:17 (UTC) - Expand

DA

(Anonymous) - 2013-02-26 15:37 (UTC) - Expand

hang in there, babe

i'm not gorgeous but i've got the other three and i also have depression. my life is still miserable and sounds a lot like yours ... but if you saw me at work you wouldnt know. because i can put on an act, at least for that long. no one "has it all."

I'm sorry, anon. A lot of my work days are like this too, not because of any Mary Sues, but I'm extremely alienated from most of my coworkers and even when I try to bridge the gap they show little interest. I've definitely had those days. I'm having one today. :( I actually teared up a little at my desk and no one noticed.

I'm sorry, anon :(

How are envy and self-pity working for you?

How's being a waste of carbon working for you? No really. Tell us; we are ALL EARS.

OP is a misery maven who is crying herself to sleep with spite and resentment toward a woman who has done nothing but be good at her job and pleasant to be around. If anyone is a waste of carbon, it's her.