[ SECRET POST #2256 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2256 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[The Most Popular Girls In School]


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[Rust and Bone]


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[My Mad Fat Diary]


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[Sailor Moon]


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[Harvest Moon: A New Beginning]


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[American Horror Story Asylum]


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[Homestuck]


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[DC Comics]


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 021 secrets from Secret Submission Post #322.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

I don't think I can do this anymore

[(Anonymous)]

I come home almost every day to someone who has strangled me, threatened me, made sexually inappropriate advances, and treats me all around like shit. I feel like walking on eggshells all the time. I can't even feel safe when I go to sleep or go to the bathroom because of how many times he's tried to harass me when I'm at my most vulnerable. When I'm going out with my boyfriend I get called a slut, and if he had any sense he would ditch me. He also tries to compare himself to my boyfriend all the time, and has made commentary about how he's perfect for me. Any time I've put work and effort into my goals he's called it worthless and me worthless. I keep mostly to myself in my room because there's not a day that goes by that I haven't done something to make him angry. There's nothing I can do to leave this place. No other family in my state will take me in because he doesn't act this way in public, my friends are dorming, and my other family is on the mainland and I'd just be a burden. To top it off my mother denies his abuse and makes excuses for everything he does. She has married a man previously who used to touch me in my sleep, but I felt less stressed around that guy than my new stepdad which is really fucked up.

I've always kept most of this to myself and tried to keep things lighthearted. I've always been the ones my friends turn to and been the one to comfort them. I felt if I unloaded all the shit I've been through, they'd feel uncomfortable at best and at worst not believe me. But now I can't even think straight. I always feel exhausted. I feel like I want to throw up most days.

I'm almost graduating college, and I try to keep focus on that so I can get out of the hellhole I live in. But I just can't find the motivation in me to do this anymore. I want to curl in a ball and scream and cry and then disappear. I get told to kill myself by this asshole, and now I'm starting to think maybe I should. It's starting to scare me, because I used to be able to find something in myself to keep pushing ahead. Something to look forward to. But I can't do it anymore. I just fucking can't. It's not like anyone would miss me much anyway.

Re: I don't think I can do this anymore

[(Anonymous)]

I know I'm just a stranger on the internet, but I really, really hope you don't. Please don't let this evil fucker tear you down like that and drive you to doing something to yourself. Please.

Please tell someone what's happening. Your friends, a counselor, the cops, anybody. Please. You don't deserve to feel the way you're feeling. You're a good person, and you deserve to have a good life, god damn it. I wish there was something I could do to help, and I really hope you know that even though it doesn't seem like it right now, there are people out there who care about you. Please, please don't hurt yourself. You are worth so much more than whatever that piece of shit tells you you are.

Re: I don't think I can do this anymore

[(Anonymous)]

Don't give up. Not now.

Like the anon above me said, tell your friends, tell cops, tell ANYONE. I guarantee you someone will listen to you as long as you decide to seek help.