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fandomsecrets2007-09-10 04:55 pm
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[ SECRET POST #248 ]
⌈ Secret Post #248 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 06 pages, 143 secrets from Secret Submission Post #036.
Secrets Not Posted: 0 broken links, [ 1 2 3 ] not!secrets, 0 not!fandom, [ 1 2 3 ] personal attacks, [ 1 ] attempt at parody, [ 1 ] repeat.
Next Secret Post: Tomorrow, Tuesday, September 11th, 2007.
Current Secret Submission Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
TWENTY TWO
Because I need to actually kiss or touch a woman before I can KNOW I'm attracted to her.
I'm sure the way my stomach ties up in knots and my heart pounds every time I lay eyes on the girl I'm in love with means nothing and is all speculation until I go on a real date with her or sleep with her for the first time.
I'm bisexual. I realized this when I was fourteen years old.
My first female crush never reciprocated my feelings, and I never TOLD her about them directly because I was afraid of what she would say, what she would think of me... scared of being rejected. I realized my affection for her through roleplaying, when it occurred to me that I wanted to be romantic with her as just the two of us, instead of as the characters we played.
The roleplaying didn't make my affection for, attraction to her any less real. Wanting a fantasy to become a reality is pretty common I think...
Attraction of all kinds exists for the socially awkward too, and just because they can't voice it the way you would, doesn't mean it's not there or they're 'just speculating'.
By your criteria, I never actually cared about the first two people I ever had an interest in romantically. 0_o
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(Anonymous) 2007-09-10 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)I'm sure the way my stomach ties up in knots and my heart pounds every time I lay eyes on the girl I'm in love with means nothing and is all speculation until I go on a real date with her or sleep with her for the first time.
I have nothing significant to add. I just want to mention how sweet and adorable that is.
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