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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-04-06 03:38 pm

[ SECRET POST #2286 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2286 ⌋

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Re: Losing your religion

(Anonymous) 2013-04-06 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
As a child, I've been taught my whole life that God loves me and angels are protecting me. When I turned 8, my mother remarried and her husband turned out to be a violent drunk. The first time he got drunk and beat my mother and me, I kneeled in a corner and prayed to God for help. But nothing happened. The next 10 years of my life had been hell on earth and I never got anything from God, not even the smallest sign that he can hear my prayers and gives a damn. Then, when I reached adulthood, I finally moved out. And it was over. I was finally safe. But the man who ruined my life is still living comfortably and he will continue to live this way for the rest of his life, while I suffer from so many mental problems that I will never be capable of trusting another human being.

Realizing this is what made me understand that it doesn't really matter if God exists or not, because ultimately I can only count on myself. And if he exists and all this time he had the power to help me but refused to do so, then fuck him.