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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-05-27 07:13 pm

[ SECRET POST #2337 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2337 ⌋

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[personal profile] kaijinscendre 2013-05-27 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Probably nothing significant.

(Anonymous) 2013-05-27 11:33 pm (UTC)(link)
That that's what you happen to like to read. Shocking, I know.

(Anonymous) 2013-05-28 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
That you're one of many, many, many, many, many, many people in fandom who needs rape/abuse to get off. If you hang around here for a while you'll soon find that you're probably seen as more normal than the people who only like their fic vanilla and sweet.
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[personal profile] dm21 2013-05-28 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
I believe it means you got a kink.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpGsBLTinqo

(Anonymous) 2013-05-28 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
OP, I can't write sex unless it's violent psychological brain-fuckery rape, so...we match?

(Anonymous) 2013-05-28 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
I'm kind of curious what it says about you, or where it comes from, but I doubt it's important.

(Anonymous) 2013-05-28 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
I dunno what it says about you, but realize that you're going to limit yourself when it comes to fanfiction or RP'ing if that's all you're willing to read/write.

(Anonymous) 2013-05-28 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
It says you're ~super special~ and ~too edgy to live~ and you probably have a dark, tragic past!

Actually it says nothing about you. Plenty of people feel the same way.

(Anonymous) 2013-05-29 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
I used to feel similarly to this and it freaked me out.

But it's been...different lately. I realized over time, that when I accepted my feelings about sex and love and pairings, that...it was more okay to write and read and fantasize about love. And...it's become way hotter for me.

For me, maybe not for everybody, the dubious consent and rough, etc., aspects had a lot to do with not accepting how I really felt about sexuality and desire. Like, I wasn't really "allowed" to feel how I felt or like what I liked, so this was a safe way to experience it emotionally (because it wasn't my choice or even the characters' choice, not quite). Like that made it safer, somehow.

I'm really glad to be past that. Now that I'm more okay with my attractions, I can really get into loving stories and I write and love it without any weird feelings about "Why do I like this?" It's not such a big deal anymore now that I have greater self acceptance.

Probably someone will mock this, but I'm writing to the OP, not to the mockers. I hope it means something to you, OP, but if not, that you find your own answers and what helps you. :)

(Anonymous) 2013-05-29 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm the anon above who was genuinely curious about where these preferences might come from, so thanks for sharing your thoughts!

(Anonymous) 2013-05-29 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
same anon same. We should be freaks together. *cough* and rec stuff. The more painful the better T_T