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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2007-09-22 05:13 pm

[ SECRET POST #260 ]


⌈ Secret Post #260 ⌋

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Re: 7

[identity profile] schizo-niko.livejournal.com 2007-09-23 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
I agree with your first statement, but especially now that we know he was a fake, it would be...nice, I suppose, to have some details, especially because I was very hurt when he died. I mean, I'd like to think that the person behind him meant well, had her reasons, was a nice person, but so many people fell in love with what she created, and now she's not going to help us at all.

Mostly I think the people on the other side (who know the full story) are just angry that others don't understand their reasons. I'd really like to know the reasons, so I can understand completely what happened (and I'm a nice person, so I'm not going to get angry or anything), but I keep getting told that it's none of my business.

Re: 7

(Anonymous) 2007-09-23 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
Having read the above comments... yeah, it's definitely a fake. oh wow, some of the people "in on this" were on my flist, and now I feel... betrayed. :\ lied to. because they went on for months about how sad they were and RIP RIYU and it turns out they were probably all just playing their part. wow, thanks, i actually felt bad for you all for MONTHS.

I really think the full story needs to come out. people need to know, and they need to decide for themselves if the end justifies the means. in all honesty, i'm pretty forgiving... if i hear the truth. :\

Re: 7

[identity profile] imouto.livejournal.com 2007-09-23 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
Well, as far as "in on it" is concerned, it wasn't a conspiracy or anything of that sort. From what I know, it was all on Riyu's end and whether what they did or not is right is for you decide, even if it's only based on the flimsy details that've 'escaped' for lack of a better word.

In December I was told he died. In June I recieved a phone call from a friend saying "get to the chat. omfg." where the "he's not really dead!" bombshell was dropped. I haven't really bothered to comment on any of it, since it's not my place.

Essentially, I'm just trying to say don't blame your whole flist. A lot of us were under the wrong impression for months, just as you were. No 'parts were played'.

It's not a savory thing to do, by any means, but I agree that the whole story should come out before we all jump to conclusions. :X I didn't care to know it for a long time, but by now I'd just like a little closure to this debacle.

Re: 7

[identity profile] ostia.livejournal.com 2007-09-23 07:33 am (UTC)(link)

Seconding this.

Re: 7

[identity profile] ex-cloaked681.livejournal.com 2007-09-23 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
We didn't betray anyone. I hurt for months, for real. I never faked my pain. I was fooled like the rest of you. I just happened to be lucky enough to be close to him, and get the truth out.

I'd like to thank Shelley for her previous comment. Before you all jump to conclusions, please wait until you know the full story. I'm not against people wanting to know. But it pisses me off to deal with anonymous people who only seem to want to fuel the wank.

Re: 7

(Anonymous) 2007-09-23 11:48 am (UTC)(link)
will people ever know the complete story? from the way you're talking, that answer is no.

so shut up.

Re: 7

[identity profile] ex-cloaked681.livejournal.com 2007-09-23 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
*nodnods*

I understand where you're coming from. What mostly upsets me here is the bunch of anonymous commenters who only seem to be there for the wank. lolz fake death... sorry, no, that's not funny. It wasn't funny, for none of us, and it never will. I told a friend I was going to get him to come clean, as soon as possible.

In the end you'll judge for yourself. I'm not asking anyone to forgive him. But please, remember that there is a person behind what happened, and no matter what he did, no matter the reasons, he's got a heart too, with feelings. It's probably harder for him than you could possibly imagine, and he IS aware of all the shit going on, and the pain he's caused, and yes, he is awfully ashamed and upset. Which really isn't making it easy for anyone.

Re: 7

(Anonymous) 2007-09-23 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
who's acting like it's funny? that's bullshit. ''he'' should have thought of the people with hearts and feelings before deciding to fake a death

Re: 7

[identity profile] ex-cloaked681.livejournal.com 2007-09-23 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, of course! Because you're perfect and have never hurt anyone, nor have you made any mistakes before.

Re: 7

(Anonymous) 2007-09-23 07:57 am (UTC)(link)
i've made mistakes but i haven't FAKED MY DEATH. thats not something to be taken lightly

fuck her for not saying something sooner. her fans deserve to know the truth. she should have apologized to everyone the minute she was found out

i'm so sorry for taking death seriously

Re: 7

[identity profile] ex-cloaked681.livejournal.com 2007-09-23 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
Jesus, I FUCKING KNOW THAT. You're all acting like it was fucking EASY for all of us. I THOUGHT RIYU DEAD FOR MONTHS TOO.

Oh yes, you mean the fans like you? Yes, the fans deserve to know the truth, just so you can all pick up a rock and fucking pelt him a little more, right? How about you calm the fuck down before jumping to conclusions. Maybe, just MAYBE, there are valid reasons behind this.

Re: 7

(Anonymous) 2007-09-23 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
you left everyone else in the dark after you found out too didnt you? you let her get away with it and let everyone else believe he was still real and dead. you let everyone else feel for a lie while you sat in your happy little bubble knowing it wasnt true

yeah right. theres never a valid reason for something like that. never. not unless shes mentally messed up

Re: 7

[identity profile] ex-cloaked681.livejournal.com 2007-09-23 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, I did. Obviously it isn't MY place to tell, but it doesn't seem to be a concept you can grasp. You know nothing of what I went through. I really wouldn't call it a happy little bubble.

Mentally messed up... as in crazy? Mental illnesses don't make you insane. Many, many things can make you do certain things. It can be something as simple as anxiety, but most people are too ignorant to know that certain things can make people do certain other things. Physical illnesses are taken seriously because you can actually see them, but it doesn't make everything else nonexistant.

Would you feel better, if that were true? Or would you feel like a fucking idiot for bashing someone who's hurting as much as you are, if not more. Great job on the assumptions.

Re: 7

(Anonymous) 2007-09-23 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
i like how the only one doing any assuming here has been you. we're only going off what we've been told and we're rightfully upset, confused, or pissed off but it still seems to blow your mind. if it's not your place to say anything then STOP TALKING. she should be the one posting in YOUR PLACE since she did it

you both need a serious reality check

Re: 7

[identity profile] ex-cloaked681.livejournal.com 2007-09-23 08:38 am (UTC)(link)
Really? And what am I assuming, pray tell? I know you're upset, confused and pissed off. And I never said you didn't have a right to be. It's the way you're coming off about the whole fucking deal. Lemme remind you that I was mentionned a few time even before I started commenting. Obviously I'm not gonna sit there and do nothing while I see a friend being badmouthed.

Alright. Well, you know Riyu's not dead? That should be the end of it. Why should you know anything else? It won't change the main fact, you don't need the details. Either way you're gonna keep playing the aggressive harpy, and obviously you won't change your mind no matter what. I don't think that SHE owes anything to someone like you.

Yes, I think I do 8D I'm done here~

Re: 7

(Anonymous) 2007-09-23 08:43 am (UTC)(link)
if we have a right to feel this way, maybe you can stop being such a bitch about it

you can go right ahead and be done here. we're tired of seeing you

Re: 7

(Anonymous) 2007-09-23 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
A: This person faked their death.
B: There were valid reasons! They were suffering too!
A: What reasons? Any of them?
B: I can't tell you. But there's a perfectly good explanation for all of this!
A: What's the explanation?
B: I can't tell you.
A: Why not?
B: I can't tell you. But there is one. There is! There is!
A: How are we supposed to believe you?
B: Because I say so.
A: ......
B: Oh yeah, and you're all assholes for being angry and thinking the pseuicider is disgusting.

I think I see a problem here.

Re: 7

[identity profile] devicing.livejournal.com 2007-09-24 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
I know you had your reasons Suki ♥

Re: 7

[identity profile] schizo-niko.livejournal.com 2007-09-23 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm very sorry. I really didn't want to cause wank, and I don't want anyone to feel bad. I definitely know there is a person behind it, and as I said, I believe that they had their reasons.

I apologise for upsetting everyone. I just wanted answers. :/