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fandomsecrets2013-06-15 03:44 pm
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[ SECRET POST #2356 ]
⌈ Secret Post #2356 ⌋
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(Anonymous) 2013-06-16 02:01 am (UTC)(link)I have dysmenorrhea.
Even when I'm not in pain or nauseos and weak, I hate my body and feel awful to such an extreme point that I can't do anything, and when I'm not having "problems" I spend most of my time dreading when they come again. I can't get a job because as long as I'm dealing with this I'd have to take a week off every month. Sometimes I get brave and try to talk about it, but most of the time people just tell me I need to grow up and learn that's what it means to be a lady because every other lady deals with it too.
I've been trying, but I just can't deal with it.
I try to manage the pain with medicine, but it doesn't always work and it doesn't help the other problems. I want to go on the birth control patch in hopes that it will stop me from getting "problems" anymore, but I'm afraid of the side effects the hormones cause and you can't stay on them forever.
I want to strive to be like them [characters on the background]. I've always wanted to be strong, brave and have an adventutre, and maybe even be a hero. But I'm weak, and I can't work or take care of myself because of my "problem".
I will never be like them, and it hurts because that's all I've ever wanted to be. I'm so sad and ashamed of myself. I know they would be ashamed of me too.
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(Anonymous) 2013-06-16 02:01 am (UTC)(link)Sorry
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(Anonymous) 2013-06-16 02:18 am (UTC)(link)