[ SECRET POST #2400 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2400 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02.
[The Silmarillion]


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03.
[Fire Emblem: Awakening]


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04.
[Almost Human]


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05.
[Gundam Wing and True Blood]


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06.
[NCIS: LA]


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07.
[Final Fantasy VII Compilation]


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08.
[Tom Hiddleston/Loki]


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09.
[Scott & Bailey]


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10.
[Pokemon, Mondo/Domino]


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11.
[Merlin]


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12.
[Chris Colfer]


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13.
[Danny Phantom]


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14.
[Twin Peaks]














Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 03 pages, 064 secrets from Secret Submission Post #343.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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Comments

Kind of depressed?

[(Anonymous)]

Does anyone get the feelings where they've overcome a majority of their depression, but there's still a small bit at the back of your head telling you to be sad and do bad things to yourself. Right now, I'm telling it to shut up, and it keeps saying no. I'm more annoyed and frustrated than anything. I just wanted to get this off my chest. :/

Re: Kind of depressed?

[dethtoll]

I'm sorry you're dealing with that! I've been there myself and it sucks. It's usually the hardest thing to get rid of but it's a total relief when it's gone.

Re: Kind of depressed?

[elaminator]

Keep on keeping on anon! It can be difficult to kick, but with time you might manage to overcome it.

Re: Kind of depressed?

[starphotographs]

I know what you mean, but the experience is kind of different for me. My medication mostly takes care of everything, but I sometimes go through brief periods where I feel like I can't "get into" things the way I used to, and it kind of wigs me out, because I always jump to the conclusion that OH FUCK GROWING UP FINALLY HAPPENED AND YOU WILL NEVER, EVER HAVE ANOTHER OBSESSION AGAIN AND ARE CONDEMNED TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR DAYS IN BLAND ENJOYMENT.

But then... I dunno. A chemical pathway unblocks or something, or I get really involved in a project, or I find something new that gets me out of a rut, etc. Either way, it always ends up resolving itself. So I try to remember that.

Re: Kind of depressed?

[cloud_riven]

Yes. At times it's as if I am looking for all the negatives of in what would otherwise be a regular or wonderful situation.

Oh,I'm employed? It's a dead end job, and everyone probably hates me since they're all a bunch of facetious fucks probably. I should call in sick.
I can't believe how awesome I've been at sticking to good routines this year! But it sure would have been more helpful if I'd been better last year. Too little too late for this fucko. Let's lie in bed all day thinking about how much I suck in the end.
Woo woo. Bleargh.

I have gotten better at kicking myself in the teeth before getting into deep spirals of it though. When I don't, I also end up getting depressed about getting depressed, and then I get mad at myself, and then get mad about getting mad and yeah. It's a stupid loop.

Re: Kind of depressed?

[(Anonymous)]

This might sounds silly, but I wasn't aware that that voice went away completely? Like, that voice is ALWAYS there for me. It's just normal for me to ignore and tell that part of my brain to shut up. Sure there's the major depressive episodes where I basically am that voice, but even when I'm feeling "good" it's still there in the back. I kind of just thought that was normal, but I guess it's not? Hmm.