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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-07-29 06:49 pm

[ SECRET POST #2400 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2400 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02.
[The Silmarillion]


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03.
[Fire Emblem: Awakening]


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04.
[Almost Human]


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05.
[Gundam Wing and True Blood]


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06.
[NCIS: LA]


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07.
[Final Fantasy VII Compilation]


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08.
[Tom Hiddleston/Loki]


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09.
[Scott & Bailey]


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10.
[Pokemon, Mondo/Domino]


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11.
[Merlin]


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12.
[Chris Colfer]


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13.
[Danny Phantom]


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14.
[Twin Peaks]














Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 03 pages, 064 secrets from Secret Submission Post #343.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE

(Anonymous) 2013-07-30 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
First off the people in my house have a history of being decent and when I'm calm and in a good mood they 're okay.

But other times things they do leave me curled up on my bed crying and wishing I could just be put out of my misery. It feels like anything I do to stand up for myself is wrong. I'm harassed DAILEY at the table when my little sister is there. "Eat with your mouth closed" even when my lips are touching and my mouth is FUCKING CLOSED. My parents and other sister tell her to stop but then they add to me "if you ate with your mouth closed she wouldn't do that. I'm sorry I can't see my fucking face okay? I could eat in my room in front of a mirror but I'm strictly forbidden to eat in my room or I'll lose my entire computer (which is what keeps me from jumping in a lake lately) because I'm the "messiest person in the house"

My parents act like the only reason I could want to eat in my room is "oh you just don't want to be away from the computer.

My parents keep taking away the adapter I bought with my own money to punish me whenever I "act up".. They expect absolute respect just for being fucking parents. Oh and I was never allowed to even take drivers ed when I was old enough and afterwards they kept reminding my I couldn't drive and now they've lowered it to "only if YOU pay for it" because I'll just cause an accident because I'm emotionally unstable".

Aldo. We just moved from a place where I had a good job for a year. I had to quit and now they're putting pressure on me to get a job in two monthes or I'll have the internet shut off in my room and. And I'll be evicted.

It's like they suddenly when from nuturing and protective and trying to help me at my own pae to "oh you're 23 you need to be an adult like everyone else now." I have a developmental disorder I can't just suddenly sprout into a "normal adult" because "I'll, over 20 and they aren't legally obligated to take care of me"

I have at the most. $200- some dollars and I'm trying to get more to move with friends. I've tried doing commissions but I keep getting ignored no matter how much I work on my art. I'm trying to get to a point where I can move out but it feels impossible.

TlLife is hard but harder when your parents are stubborn. Yeah I know I sound pathetic. I just wanted vent .

Re: I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE

(Anonymous) 2013-07-30 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
holy shit

can you crash for a few months at a friend's house, until you start saving money to find your own place? a shelter? a cheap motel? get the hell out of there, you can't be treated like that!

get out and never return, holy crap