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Way early because taking dog to the vet. :c

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I had some sort of crazy breakdown thing today? I don't know. I have clinical depression, but I haven't really had a truly bad day in a loooooong time. Today it all just came crashing down like a crate of boulders.

Was supposed to go out today, wound up not being able to. I was a huge fucking mess, freaking out and crying randomly and telling myself horrible fictions. Thought I could push through it at first, but it became clear pretty quick that I ought to stay in and work it all out. Being around people in this state wouldn't do anyone any good, least of all me.

So now I'm feeling quite a bit better, but I've got that whole, "now everyone will hate you" thing going on. I'm telling my brain to fuck off, and doing what I can to distract myself, but the spiral's really rearing it's ugly head right now. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

Gah. I'm not sure what the purpose of this is. I had to get all that out, I guess. Just air it somewhere.

Anon /offers hugs

Hope you keep on feeling better.

I...usually actually end up feeling pretty peaceful after a break down, probably since it gets all the bad stuff out of my system for a short while [even if it's exhausting as fuck to get there.] I'm sorry that the after effects aren't the same for you. -offers hugs-

I hope that you manage to get out of the spiral soon, and feel *awesome*.

Brains are such fuckers. :/ I hope everything works itself out for you, anon.

Remaining aware of what's really going on is always a huge step forward. Please forgive the cliché, but hang in there!

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