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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-08-30 06:03 pm

[ SECRET POST #2432 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2432 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.
[Leverage]


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02.


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03.
[Dragon Ball Z]


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04.


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05.
[John Cusack, Say Anything]


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06.
[Arrested Development]


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07.
[Star Wars]


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08.
[Easy A]


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09.
[Star Trek]


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10. http://i.imgur.com/XrNzg6P.jpg
[link for porny art, illustrated]


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[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]















11. [SPOILERS for Twin Peaks]



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12. [SPOILERS for dangan ronpa, fire emblem awakening, pokemon special, and gatchaman crowds]



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13. [SPOILERS for Shingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan]



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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]

















14. [WARNING for abuse/incest/non-con]



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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #347.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 1 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

OP

(Anonymous) 2013-09-01 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
First: Thank you for the links.

Actually she's my lover too, which complicates things even more, but I made the secret specifically about the RPing part. Maybe I should have clarified...

I've wondered if she does indeed has a legit disorder. She doesn't seem to realize the damage she does to me, and whenever I tell her she's hurting me, she reacts with angry crying, horribly offended because how could I dare to say such terrible things about her.

(Then she lists all the times she has stayed by my side while everyone else has deserted me.)

I realized long ago that the relationship is an abusive one. And I have tried to break it off. And failed again and again. There are people who actually care for me that hate her guts for what she has done, but even they are tired of how I'm unable to quit her and tired to hear me complain.

I'm bookmarking the links. I promise. Maybe this time...

Re: OP

(Anonymous) 2013-09-01 11:34 am (UTC)(link)
DA

I was in that exact spot two years ago. The girl was the best RP partner I've ever had, and we were just perfect together like that. I remember so much of it just reading this comment... she was horrible for me.

I broke it off once, but the next day, I took her back. Then it continued, and she had leverage since I had once left her. She guilt tripped like no one else, and even though I realized that she was bad for me, it was extremely difficult to stop.

But then I had a friend who forced me to do it. So I told her that she needed help, and that I couldn't be with her anymore. It was so painfully, she said that she would kill herself if I left, but I just kept saying that she needed help and that I had to break it off. And that was it.

I miss the roleplays. I miss her amazing way of speaking - she spoke like no one else I have ever met. But I am so, so happy to be free from it all.

I wish you good luck. You WILL feel better when you get out, so do it, as fast as you can. You deserve to be happy and rid of her.