[ SECRET POST #2445 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2445 ⌋

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[Breaking Bad]


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[Cillian Murphy]


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[Robert Downey Jr.]


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Re: Parents...

[(Anonymous)]

I did see a lot of those in me.

"You have harsh "inner critics." (Really harsh. nasty hateful voicies hissing "shut up nobody cares" when I post something, or this feeling that I'm going to get flamed. I've only got flamed twice.)

"You have trouble asserting yourself" (Bingo. Also I apologize...a lot. If I'm talking to my friends and one of them doesn't answer I have to fight the temptation to apologize for what I said.)

"You have an eating disorder or addictive behaviors."(I'm pretty sure I have an eating disorder if it involves compulsive eating. When I was in highschool I was always getting snacks and had an embarrassing fixation with getting my hands on food mainly junk food. It's not as bad but i still eat a lot when I'm bored , or just have eating binges where I just want to eat a bunch of stuff. My mom just dismisses it as being "a pig" which makes me feel worse. When I was working I spent a lot of money buying snacks and sodas. Or junk. I think that crossed over with impulsive shopping.)

"Feel disloyal when acting or feeling differently than your parents." -(I feel disloyal or like I'm betraying them by talking about my frustrations with them. Once someone at work saw me come in crying and I just vented about their suffocating behaviors for fifteen to twenty minutes. I felt like I did something horrible.....right now i feel guilty.)

"Feel easily annoyed or impatient with your parents without knowing why."

"Feel confused by parental mixed messages." (Oh yeah.the only thing i;m sure of is that in the end it's always my fault...somehow. I don't even know what's normal ..I always ask myself "is this normal? are they expecting too much of me or am I just lazy?")

"Are afraid to express your true feelings around your parents." (when it comes to opinions on politics and religion...yeah.)

"Feel intimidated or belittled by your parents." (whenever I try to confront them I get tongue tied and just end up crying and getting into a screaming match. and It's always going to be my fault afterward. I'm just a spoiled brat who "wants to just be handed stuff in life")

"Find it hard to emotionally separate from your parents." "The thought of cutting off contact, even when I'm moved out scares me to death. I love them...I love them so much I still sleep with the stitch plush that mom got me at Disneyworld when I was thirteen and the stuffed iguana my dad got at the fair when on my 18th birthday. Yeah that's how emotionally attached I am. *just waits to be laughed at*)

That's a lot...