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fandomsecrets2013-09-15 03:31 pm
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⌈ Secret Post #2448 ⌋
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Somewhat or very pathetic/please help.
(Anonymous) 2013-09-16 12:13 am (UTC)(link)I'm fucking sitting in my room crying over shit that's been happening in my life. I've sort of hit my threshold. And like normally I can just like put it to one side and ignore/deal with it, but just like right now, I am not dealing with it.
I'm sick of almost dying. Of being in situations where I almost get killed. Where I get hurt, and have no legitimate recourse to get out of the situation. I'm sick of broken bones and hoping they mend right without medical help so that they don't re-break down the line. I'm tired of having concussions and seizures and nightmares.
I feel like I don't matter, like my existence is inconsequential. Live/die, hurt/unhurt, doesn't matter. If I mattered, they would tell me it was okay to leave, to get out. But they can't leave either, so I'll stay with them and get hurt with them, and make sure I take some of the damage so it's not all on them.
But outside of all that, I have another life. It is relatively normal, I'm a successful student and academic, but I have no one who has any idea of what it's like to almost get killed repeatedly. I can't talk about the shit that scares me, because they have no basis of reference.
I just want someone to talk to.
And you know what, there's so many fucking trolls on F!S right now that I'm sure I'll get blamed for being one. Or a troll will pop up and tell me I'm lying. And you know what, I just can't give a fuck right now, because guess what some shit on the internet telling me I don't matter is pretty much par per course, so please go ahead.
Re: Somewhat or very pathetic/please help.
(Anonymous) 2013-09-16 12:27 am (UTC)(link)Re: Somewhat or very pathetic/please help.
Please look into your options! Is there a local shelter you could go to? A hotline you could call? Maybe even the police? Idk what's going on but you (and whoever else you know) shouldn't have to be experiencing this.
Please be careful and I hope you figure something out.
Re: Somewhat or very pathetic/please help.
(Anonymous) 2013-09-16 02:37 am (UTC)(link)Re: Somewhat or very pathetic/please help.
I went to a counselor once at my college and felt miserable and requested someone else and found the second one worked great and continued to see him until I graduated.
Re: Somewhat or very pathetic/please help.
(Anonymous) 2013-09-16 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)At the very least, I agree with the suggestions to talk to someone. There are people who will listen. I promise.
Re: Somewhat or very pathetic/please help.