[ SECRET POST #2456 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2456 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[China, Illinois]


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03.
[The Mortal Instruments]


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[Community]


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05.
[Hunter x Hunter, Senritsu/Melody]

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[Hetalia]


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[Star Trek: Deep Space Nine]


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[It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia]


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[Ghostbusters]


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[Teen Wolf]


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11.
[Malik Ishtar from Yugi-oh Duel Monsters]


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #351.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 - ships it ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Started out blegh ....then okay....then great when I got a call about an interview. Then well..I feel like s a shit person.


Rewind to a couple monthes ago. Piano practicing ...something about it causes me stress out of nowhere and I just can't cope I get upset. I don't know why I feel this way but when there was abunch of stuff going on and my mom kept demanding I come back so she could show me something on her Ipad and I just. All the sounds and stimuli going on around me I snapped. I started cryin and said I couldn't take the horrible noise. Everyone got mad at me and I tried to explain I was sorry and I just couldn't take it but. They wouldn't have it. Eventually we made a "compromise" that they would try to understand and let me retreat to my room when the piano was playing but I could never complain about it or bring it up.


Well they broke that the evening by demanding that I come out and do some chore whileit was going on. I suddenly started feeling over stimulated and then said "this was the worst possible time" and went back to my room. They snapped and told me to just go to my room and then disconected the internet. I tried to explain later that I was willing to do it after the noise stopped. But I just got sent back and that caused me to blow up.
They said that I had to learn to get over my problem because my sister was always going to play the piano. I don't want her to stop but I want to be able to retreat when she does. But now I'm not allowed to TALK about the problem.

Also earlier I took out the trash because I couldn't stand how full it was I'd throw something away just for it to pop up from the pile. The thanks I get? Being grilled on what I was trying to hide and called a liar. No actual "thank you" was said just "oH sure right".

They used to show me so mmuch love when I was young then when I turned a8 it became "you should be grateful we don't even have to let you stay legally". Only if I got kicked out , medically , literally I'd die in two monthes