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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2013-10-04 07:16 pm

[ SECRET POST #2467 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2467 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Attack on Titan]


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[Harry Potter]


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[Marvel's Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D./Phil Coulson]


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[Breaking Bad / Back to the Future]
















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Re: So fucking irresponsible [possible TW?]

(Anonymous) 2013-10-05 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
OP

Not sure you read through the rest of the posts, but I pretty much acknowledged all this in a few of my replies to other people. That it would be irresponsible and pretty much goddamn awful of me to pursue a job that would endanger other people's lives to protect myself.

This is absolutely the last thing I want to do. It's kind of pretty much the moral antithesis to all of the kind of jobs that I am interested in and devoted to.

I am, however, human. And I am allowed to have a freak out moment at the idea that having a serious disease might prohibit me from engaging in a career field that I had been devoted to for a long time now. I am allowed to acknowledge that loss-- of both health and identity. I am allowed to be scared.

But you are right. I'm not allowed to endanger other people with my own problems. And I don't plan to.

FixedThatAnon

(Anonymous) 2013-10-05 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm allowed to acknowledge and freak the fuck out over this enormous loss that I'm currently only suffering in my imagination."

Fixed that for you.

Re: So fucking irresponsible [possible TW?]

(Anonymous) 2013-10-05 12:08 pm (UTC)(link)
AYRT (above anon is not me)

That's fair, but, it's not like you were certain of getting the job you wanted anyway. Most people don't end up where they expected to. If you were basing your identity on a job you didn't yet have, that's put you in an unfortunate bind, but you'll find something else out there.