[ SECRET POST #2499 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2499 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02.
(Questionable Content)


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03.
[Transformers]


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04.
[Sherlock Holmes/C. Auguste Dupin]


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05.
[Pacific Rim]


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06.
[Obscurus Lupa Presents]


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07.
[k-pop]


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08.
[Ian McKellan and Patrick Stewart]


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09.
[Neil Gaiman, Doctor Who]


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10.
[Teen Wolf]














Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 043 secrets from Secret Submission Post #357.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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Comments

Re: Giving up hope

[(Anonymous)]

Thank you.

I've calmed down a bit. It was just a nasty shock to find out I didn't get the last interview.

Though I still can't help feeling like I jinxed it by calling them. Every time I try to contact the people it always turns out badly, but my folks are always pushing me to do it and then giving the passive aggressive 'well I guess you just don't want a job" when I don't want to.

I've had an off and on problem with self esteem already and this isn't really helping. When I was growing up I was teased and some of my classmates made me feel like they thought I was too stupid to have feelings. I got the idea that hating on myself was different than hating on other people, which isn't really a healthy outlook I guess. I try not to do it...but sometimes I fall into self hating when I'm upset.


I guess the best thing I can do to deal with my negative emotions is write. That always cheers me up.