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Re: confession time
(Anonymous) 2013-11-30 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)But.
I was raped when I was in my early teens, got depressed and withdrawn as a result of that, and was then bullied because I was a loner with lots of issues. And even though I'd never ever done it, daydreaming of ways in which I could kill either/and/or my rapist/the other kids that made my life hell pretty much every day? Yeah, I'm not proud of it and I want to stress again that I never once actually considered acting upon those violent fantasies, but they still helped me cope and not kill myself instead.
So, in my book, thinking violent thoughts is absolutely fine as long as you don't actually consider actually harming someone else.
Re: confession time
I'm the same way; in the cases that make me so upset I started wanting to kill people, it's basically like... daydreaming about killing people is the only thing keeping me from killing myself instead; if I start to push the murderous thoughts out of my head, I get suicidal thoughts instead - and those ones, unlike the murderous ones, actually reflect what I want to do in real life. So, yeah, I'm not going to feel guilty about my coping mechanisms since it's the only thing that keeps me from the alternative.