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fandomsecrets2014-01-02 06:49 pm
[ SECRET POST #2557 ]
⌈ Secret Post #2557 ⌋
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(Anonymous) 2014-01-03 02:20 am (UTC)(link)Not Orthodox Judaism, neither am I "Orthodox Christian" though that's what my church calls itself now (long story). I feel exactly as you've described above, though, and I completely get that push-pull of wanting to do better, but the spirit is willing, the flesh is weak....
My faith has been a bit lacking in the last couple of months (I've been ill--that's not an excuse), so that's why I made the secret. I wonder if this (my participation here) might not be eating into time that could be spent in a more edifying way, and that might resolve my current issues? IDK. Though I have had some pretty good conversations here, too.
You're right, it can't just be handwaved away, though. Thanks for your support.
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(Anonymous) 2014-01-03 04:53 am (UTC)(link)ayrt
I'm glad it helped! I think that /wanting/ to reconsider this time spent is a good start, for sure. And fandom life can conflict with many things - job, family, school, etc., including religion. So I think that you should try to do some thinking with yourself and see what your soul says. Either way, good luck, and be strong! :)
You'll enjoy fandom more anyway if you can do it with a clear conscience.
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(Anonymous) 2014-01-03 05:43 am (UTC)(link)