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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2014-02-20 06:53 pm

[ SECRET POST #2606 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2606 ⌋

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Re: Confessions to one person who will never know.

(Anonymous) 2014-02-21 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
You were the fucking worst and it's only now that I'm away from you that I can see how much of a toll you really took on me. I will never, ever apologise to you again, for anything.

And yet, I still feel like it's my fault that I couldn't be there for you, couldn't help you the way you needed to be helped; that I should have been able to shoulder your burdens for you and walk through the fires you lit with a smile on my face, that, at my lowest, I should have just been grateful to have you at all, even if you were the reason I was so fucking far down that I couldn't see daylight. I still feel like I did you a terrible wrong by leaving you alone and ill without an explanation, and that there's no way to atone for that.

So here's your damn apology. I hope to hell you never read it, because you sure as hell don't deserve it, but I need to let go of this if I'm ever going to put you in the past. I'm not fucking sorry that I took off without giving you another piece of ammunition to hurt me with, but I feel like I should be, so here. You deserved better. (You piece of flaming shit.) And I hope you've learned from this and are treating your other friends better so you don't lose any more.