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⌈ Secret Post #2624 ⌋

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[Outlander]

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[The Walking Dead]

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[How I Met Your Mother]

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[Twitch Plays Pokemon]

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[Batman, Kill La Kill, Borderlands]

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[Overlord]

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[Red Dwarf]

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[Paranatural]

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[Pitch Perfect]

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[Insidious: Chapter 2]

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I've been realizing this evening that, in recent weeks, I have been distracting myself from what's going on inside of my head. I spend hours upon hours doing meaningless things, feeling terrible and lazy for it but taking no steps to change.

I left my job and moved, and haven't yet been able to find another one. I'm not sure what I want to do with my life, and even if I was sure, I would have no idea how to make the changes necessary or where to start with said changes. I've gone through more of my cushion that I would have liked. This winter was rough, so I've been isolated and somewhat lonely. My mother is in the hospital. I have chores that I must do and no motivation whatsoever to do them.

Part of the reason I moved was to see if I could kick myself into gear. I was just spinning my wheels, allowing myself to stagnate. Now I see that it wasn't the situation that was holding me back; it was me. I am afraid, so very afraid to do. Anything.

I know that I've got to sit for a bit and actually allow myself to feel all of the things that I've buried, but it's so hard to summon the will to do so. It's so hard to make myself face it. But maybe it will be less so now that I've gotten some of this out, now that I've acknowledged it and put it out there. I hope so.

Either way, I'm glad that this place exists. F!S is a really great community simply because it allows so many of us lost souls a place to air the things that we want to say but so often can't.

I hope that all works out for you anon. Acknowledgement sounds like a good step and now you've got to work at it and get into the habit of facing things? I think overcoming being afraid of new situations and the like is a matter of time and practice and, well, kicking your own ass into gear ;)

That's just my experience though, but either way I hope you can soldier on through and help improve things for yourself! I believe in you anon :D

I'm glad FS exists too, it is a great community. I just hope that all the lost soulds who show up here have things work out for you all in the long run. Especially since you are anons so we can't exactly look you up to see how things are going, so I do hope they get going for you!

[ SECRET POST #2624 ]

I am not facing things

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