[ SECRET POST #2628 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2628 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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07. [SPOILERS for Sherlock]



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08. [SPOILERS for The Wayfarer Redemption series/Sinner]
[WARNING for rape/incest]



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09. [WARNING for suicide]



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10. [WARNING for suicide]



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11. [WARNING for rape/abuse/etc (unmarked by OP, but I'd assume it applies)]



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12. [WARNING for rape]



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13. [WARNING for eating disorders]

[Bleach]


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #375.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 1 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Re: da

[(Anonymous)]

Possibly, I know. I hope that OP could find help in more conventional ways. But I guess I just read OP's secret as being very dire (as in, I'm just trying to build up the courage, and then I'm killing myself). If they're at that stage, I figure they've either tried other things or they wouldn't consider them no matter what.

Packing up and moving away is extreme (although I'm not even suggesting OP break contact with everyone), but it's just...a stop gap, I guess, before killing yourself.

I only brought up the homeless thing because I thought they might have been afraid that might happen to them if they try to move, and I wanted to tell them that even in that you can find peace and still live.

And sometimes even if things go badly, when you want to kill yourself, just being given new things to think about, entirely new problems to tackle can make your mind wake up and you start to notice other things. That's my experience, anyway.

Re: da

[nyxelestia]

When I was younger, what got me out of a suicidal funk was packing up and leaving my old life behind for a new one. I was very fortunate in that I was moving to another home with the other half of my family, and I'd known that was coming for years, so I'd had something to hang onto and look forward to for a while.

But if I hadn't had that to look to? If I hadn't had that move? Then I probably would still have just snapped and left. And given my own local environment at the time, I probably would have come back within a month or two with some great new perspective and a variety of other new outlooks that would make suicide seem like a stupid idea, and I would only have been a bit malnourished and dehydrated, and probably more concerned about what I missed while I was gone.

If I tried that where I am now? I'd be dead in a week.

No one here really knows secret!OP's situation, and I'm seconding you, anon, in at least letting secret OP realize that, while they should go for all these other options first, there is still at least this one last, ultimate thing to try if none of those other options work for them. The likelihood of that is very, VERY low, but given how little information we have, we can't rule it out on principle.