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[ SECRET POST #2635 ]

⌈ Secret Post #2635 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Casshern (film)]

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[cosplay, Anthony Misiano]

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03. http://i.imgur.com/4s3vCwo.png
[link for nudity/etc. naked mpreg snape with boobs.]

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04. http://i.imgur.com/aQi1eUV.png
[link for nudity (OP requested it; not really sexual though. probably would've been ok, considering the one below ↓)]

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08. [posted twice]

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09.

[Josh Radnor]

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[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]

10. [SPOILERS for Sherlock]

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11. [SPOILERS for Grimm]

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12. [SPOILERS for Twisted]

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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]

13. [WARNING for ephebophilia]

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14. [WARNING for suicide]

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Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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We all have something we wish we could say to at least one person. Whether it's a love confession, a vent at an abusive spouse, or a simple thank you to a stranger. Here is a chance to get those thoughts out, what ever they may be.

You seemed like a pretty cool person and I definitely wish now that I took an initiative on befriending you.

You used to be the most important person in my life and I could tell you anything. I can't do that anymore and I hate it. I wish I could introduce you to my girlfriend but I don't want to hear about how I'm going to hell. I can handle that from anyone but you.

I am so sorry that I am such a socially awkward louse that you think I dislike you. I'm actually just intimidated by how smoking hot you are and freeze up when I try to talk to you. Sorry.

I should have dumped you years before, instead of giving you all that money.

Thank you for sticking up for me and reporting the group of bullies who violated me in a sexual manner to the police, even if it meant cutting them off as friends. Knowing people like you still exist out there stopped me from taking my own life. I wish I could thank you in person.

I hate that you just walked away from so many years of friendship. My life was going to shit and you did what you so often did and made it all about you. Now so many things make me think of you and it sucks.

You were a crazy motherfucker and I wish I hadn't lost your number. We could've had (more) good times.

I've never forgiven you for kissing that stranger at Oktoberfest - multiple times - while we were together. I should have dumped your pathetic ass all the way from France. And I hope you never do that to someone else, but I won't be surprised if you do.

I wish I'd gotten your name so I could tell your boss how helpful you were.

I wish no one had found you the day you slit your wrists. If you had died, you would have saved my sister years of hell.

A decade later, and I still sometimes stop to think about you. I look back, and I still remember the things you said, far more clearly than I reasonably should. It might be me being arrogant in thinking this but I think we both fucked up our chance for something life-changing, and I can't help but think I could have saved you. Whenever someone talks about the Butterfly Effect, it's you I think of, and feel a little bit empty for it.

I miss/ed you.

Please take care of yourself. I know you have to work cray hard to make it in the music industry, but you look more tired in every performance and I worry about you...take some time off, see your family; I can go for as much as a year without new music! I promise! And eat something yummy too.

I haven't taken you up on your offer to meet up because I'm pretty sure you haven't changed since high school based on Facebook, and high school you would've ended up cancelling at the last minute, OR spending the entire time making unfunny jokes.

Thanks for diagnosing me with depression over AOL Instant Messaging because I insulted the Harry Potter website we both went to.

Oh, and I was the one who tried to salvage it in the end, when it started to all go downhill. As I remember it, you did nothing. How... depressing.

I've been flirting with you for months because I really like you, but we are going to take different roads for at least a year because of our life choices and I don't think it'll be a great time to start a love story. I've been missing lots of chat sessions because I don't want to become too attached to you, so I make up lots of stupid excuses.
Also, I'm still confused about my sexual orientation and I'm pretty sure I'm lesbian while you are asexual so... idk. we'll see in a year.

I really, really don't care. Stop worrying.

I'm sorry for the way I treated you. I was emotionally abusive and it took a couple of years of time and some therapy for me to realize that's what I was doing.

There are a lot of things I want to say to you, but that's the most important one. I'm really, really sorry.

I miss you, but I think I liked you better when you weren't such a goddamn hater who seems to only shower his affections on those who kiss his ass over the hating. But since you don't care about the rest of us, I just waste my time whenever you're in my thoughts. I feel like a cunt for feeling this way but goddamnit I feel like our closeness counted for something, and then you just let everything go without a reason.

But whatever. Enjoy your life. You're probably famous now and wouldn't need some bitter bitch competing with your own brand of hating.

Your betrayal has made me question every friendship in my life. It's made me paranoid and angry and deeply depressed. I think the universe has punished you better than anything I could ever come up with but it's hard taking comfort in that when you appear to have been rewarded for your behavior.

I hope that someday you realize how fucking right I was.

I wish I were strong enough to do what needs to be done.

I'm sorry my obsession for you was terrifying and not at all healthy.

I really liked you, but I understand now that part of the reason I was so desperate to gain your affection was because I simply was too deprived of affection and love at the time and it was unfair I tried to fix that with you. Being my first love, I simply lacked the experience to recognize my own emotions and why I was acting the way I did.

I still think you are an amazing person, but now I realise we're better off not meeting each other ever again. I still need to do a lot of growing on my own (not always an easy task), and I think you'll be better with another person with way less personal issues than myself. I hope you can forgive the silly teen I was. I sincerely wish you the best of lives.

I should have removed you from my life years earlier.

I thought I was in love with you.
It's probably for the best that I didn't tell you. And won't tell you. You're an incredible friend and I want you to stay in my life, I want to get to know you better, I want to spend more time with you, I want to get drunk and go on adventures with you. Maybe that's even a kind of love, even if it's not the kind I thought it was.
Maybe I should be telling you this, not a community full of strangers.

Re: A message for someone who will never know.

lynx - 2014-03-22 07:22 (UTC) - Expand

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