[ SECRET POST #2640 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2640 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Comments

Do you ever...

[(Anonymous)]

...find yourself suddenly terrified that you're going to do something wildly inappropriate and destroy your relationships with people?

I enjoy smut (don't we all?). There are times when I'm either writing or reading it that I am struck with the thought that I might send it along to a family member or acquaintance without preamble, and that they will be confused and disgusted and no longer know what to think of me. Most recently, I was writing when I suddenly felt the urge to send what I'd written to a friend of my husband's. Were I to actually do that, it would ruin so much! So, of course, I would never do it. But the thought was so intense that I had to stop writing lest the impulse somehow take control of me.

Does this happen to anyone else? What the heck makes this happen?

Re: Do you ever...

[(Anonymous)]

I'm mostly just terrified that I'll mistakenly save a fanfic as a grad paper and upload it to my professor. Submitting assignments is fraught with worry.

I get what you mean about wanting to send fanfic to people though. Kinda like when you feel that weird lure to throw yourself off a balcony or something & it terrifies you so you go scuttling back.

Re: Do you ever...

[lunabee34]

I think everybody has weird urges. There's a bridge I drive over frequently, and I always feel the passing (and completely controllable!) urge to go over the side. *shrugs* Same with an emptied pool. I always feel a weird urge to jump in. But I do not. LOL

Re: Do you ever...

[(Anonymous)]

they're called "intrusive thoughts" though yours is a less extreme version, a lot of people picture running their car off the road while driving or having sex with someone they shouldn't/don't want to have sex with

p much everyone has them

Re: Do you ever...

[(Anonymous)]

yes, this

with me, it's thoughts of hurting my cat, but they're all part and parcel of the same thing