None of my past relationships have been able to translate back into friendships. We always said we'd stay friends, but... it never actually happens, it's always too awkward. So I guess I'm worried about that, yeah. My past relationships were started by the other person, too, so this would be new territory for me, I guess.

I said it upthread, but I'm starting to think maybe part of the feeling comes from the fact that I've been single for a while now and she's one of the only single queer women I know, so part of me keeps worrying that's fueling the attraction instead of something real. So, arbitrary, I guess. You're right though, it isn't like it makes no sense to see where it goes. I just don't feel like I should.