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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2014-04-17 07:22 pm

[ SECRET POST #2662 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2662 ⌋

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Sorry about the lateness, work's been keeping me late recently.

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(Anonymous) 2014-04-18 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
It's complicated. I'm socially awkward anyway. I'm the type of friend people keep on the edge of their social circle. The one you call up if you need a favour but don't invite out often because they're painful to hang out with. That's me right there.

Basically I have to flay myself alive, socially, to keep them in my life as it is. The anti-depressants make it really, really hard to be who they want/need me to be.

*shrugs* That's just the way it is. They all think I'm oblivious to how things stand, and I'd happily keep it that way.

(Anonymous) 2014-04-18 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry, that's not really what you asked. It all just came spilling out. :/ Sigh.

Thanks, I'm sure things will get better. And have still got my fingers crossed.
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[personal profile] diet_poison 2014-04-18 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
It's no problem, and don't worry about it.

I'm not trying to be invasive, but I do get interested when people talk about anti-depressants and people judging others for taking them. It sounds like that's not what's actually going on here, though it's also too bad you don't have a stable friend group. Here's hoping your situation will improve soon, anon :)

(Anonymous) 2014-04-18 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
Actually they're some of my oldest friends. They've just grown out of their social awkwardness and I haven't. :/

It's odd, because I cannot understand why others would judge someone for treating an illness - except when it comes to myself. Then there's a whole world of shame that I don't ascribe to any other human alive.