[ SECRET POST #2677 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2677 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[The Scribbler]


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02.
[bioshock infinite: burial at sea]


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04.
[True Detective]


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08.
[fire emblem/super smash bros]


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10.
[World of Warcraft]


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12. [SPOILERS for Hannibal]



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13. [SPOILERS for Bioshock: Infinite]



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14. [SPOILERS for Game of Thrones]



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15. [WARNING for rape/abuse I'm assuming? Ramsay/Theon stuff]
http://i.imgur.com/Xo0GSkI.png



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16. [WARNING for mental illness/hospitals]



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17. [WARNING for depression]



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18. [WARNING for eating disorders]



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19. [WARNING for rape]

[Game of Thrones]








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Comments

[kaijinscendre]

Did you try talking to your doctor about changing medications? I assume you have been taking them for ten years so there has probably been some improvements (and variety) in whatever meds you take.

OP

[(Anonymous)]

Yeah, more than once. I've taken various kinds, some did more harm that good, others weren't bad. This last one, the doctor's only concern was that while on the meds, I did not feel actively suicidal. None of the many complaints I had about it (mainly "nothing interests me, hey, this isn't normal right?") were ever taken particularly seriously. Anyway, I don't have a job or health insurance, so I can't go to that doctor anymore, and the pills just kinda ran out. So here I am.

Re: OP

[sarillia]

I would definitely suggest going to a different doctor if you ever have a chance. That lack of interest is a major symptom of depression and if it's still that bad then your meds aren't doing all they're supposed to even if you aren't suicidal. Obviously the first priority is to keep you alive, but the doctor should be looking at quality of life too and it doesn't sound like they were doing that.

Re: OP

[diet_poison]

+1

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

I'm sorry to hear that. I have been struggling the past few months with really bad anxiety and panic attacks. I really needed a particular type of medication to stop the panic attacks. However, that particular drug strain is considered addictive and, since I'm a college student and going to the university's health center, I would obviously just be taking it to party and get fucked up. The other medication I had been on did not help me very much and I needed something better. I got pushed into anxiety counseling which hasn't really helped. In fact, my grad student counselor kept telling me I wasn't having panic attacks (even though doctor's have diagnosed my "anxiety episodes" as real panic attacks).
It wasn't until I really pleaded with the doctor about how bad I was feeling mentally and physically I got something that helped. I'm sorry that your doctor is not listening to your medication problems; finding a competent doctor who just avoids prescribing medication that could help OR (in your case) just ignoring that the meds they are giving you aren't helping.

[forgottenjester]

I came here to say this too.

And OP, I also agree with sarillia in that you should get a different doctor.

[(Anonymous)]

I had the same problem with the last meds I was on. I had to get switched to something cheap after a slight increase in my disability took away my medicaid coverage and I was off meds for about four months. The cheap meds don't strip away my creativity like the other stuff did. But the past four months without meds have been my best and most productive for writing in years.