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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2014-05-18 03:57 pm

[ SECRET POST #2693 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2693 ⌋

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Re: The most evil thing you've ever done or experienced / I was bullied. TW SUICIDE ATTEMPT

(Anonymous) 2014-05-19 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
This might identify me. Oh well.

I went through bullying that I wouldn't wish on anybody. Some of the most lovely incidents include:

Three girls tried to drown me in a toilet by shoving my face in the water and sitting on my head to prevent me from getting up. They kept flushing it to make the water go up my nose and choke me. I was very small for my age and there was no way to throw them off and get up. I tried. The only reason they stopped is due to a teacher coming in to see why they were making a racket.

A group of guys tried to run me over in their car while I was walking home from school. When that didn't work, one of them hurled a glass bottle of piss out the window at me. (Missed, thankfully!)

Another guy tried to push me down a flight of stairs when I was on crutches with a badly sprained ankle. I windmilled my arms, which sent both crutches down the stairs, and my heavy backpack made me sit straight down on my butt instead of tumbling headfirst along with my crutches.

I figured that since people wanted me dead, I'd make myself dead. I tried to kill myself. I'm glad it didn't work; I would've missed out on the incredible life I'm living now. I've been out of high school for almost twenty years. The anger towards my bullies is gone and the only time I feel angry is when I see bullying and see it being handled poorly. I still experience anxiety if I'm around groups of kids between ages twelve and eighteen, and I actually get nauseated looking at old photos of the school I went to. I guess some of my mental scars won't entirely go away.

Re: The most evil thing you've ever done or experienced / I was bullied. TW SUICIDE ATTEMPT

(Anonymous) 2014-05-19 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
Damn, I'm really sorry you had to go through that.

I'm so glad life is treating you better now.

Re: The most evil thing you've ever done or experienced / I was bullied. TW SUICIDE ATTEMPT

(Anonymous) 2014-05-19 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
holy shit, anon, i'm so sorry you went through that

some kids can be complete psychopaths

this makes me angry on your behalf. i honestly just want to hug kid!you and make it better. :(

Re: The most evil thing you've ever done or experienced / I was bullied. TW SUICIDE ATTEMPT

(Anonymous) 2014-05-19 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, fuck, that's beyond twisted. I was bullied in primary school, but only really by a couple of girls and nowhere near that level.
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Re: The most evil thing you've ever done or experienced / I was bullied. TW SUICIDE ATTEMPT

[personal profile] electromouse 2014-05-19 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
Sweet Jesus, I'm so sorry you had to go through that, anon. That's beyond twisted, but it's good that you're past those horrible years.