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⌈ Secret Post #2706 ⌋

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Re: Completely lost and confused and miserable right now

[(Anonymous)]

Hmm, your pro/con list is basically pushing me towards an apartment (or I guess it's really making me regret my decision to leave this one). The cons suck, and most of your pros also apply to me at my current place. I should've just figured out how to make the rent increase work and stayed here, but I fucked up and it's too late now. Hopefully I can find another place that I like as well.

You will have to move, sooner or later.

See, I don't get why. Like I said before, barring unforeseen circumstances I wouldn't want to move. Losing my job would be an unforeseen circumstance but beyond that I can't think of a reason why I'd leave. I'm pretty much resigned to the fact that I'll never get married so if it was enough space for me now I can't imagine why that'd change. I mean, my mom has lived in her house for almost 40 years and plans on staying there until she dies. I don't know why it would be any different for me.

Having a permanent home is probably not going to happen for me since I'm going more and more in the direction of just finding another apartment and not buying a house right now, but if I WERE to buy something, I don't know why it couldn't be permanent.

I guess I do need to get beyond my idea that an apartment can't be a home, though. I think probably the main reason I feel that way now is because I never really decorated and I've been living that way for almost 7 years. I was allowed to paint and decorate however I wanted but I wasn't ever really interested in doing it. Beyond a few posters I've got plain white walls and that's pretty much it...it looks basically like a college dorm room or something. I think it's because of that that it doesn't feel like a home and that's depressing, but I admit it's my own fault. My next place I'll have to actually decorate and hopefully that'll make me feel better about it.